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I Feel God’s Pain..

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I FEEL GOD’S PAIN AND SO I WROTE THIS PRAYER! :

I CRY THERE ARE DAYS WHEN I WAKE UP AND BEGIN TO CRY,

I HAVE NO REASON SO I DON’T KNOW WHY.

SEEMS SOMETHING ISN’T JUST QUITE RIGHT AND I CRY AND CRY

FROM DAY TO NIGHT.

NO MATTER WHAT I TRY TO DO,

NOTHING CAN SHAKE ME FROM FEELING BLUE,

I HAVE SEARCHED FOR ANSWERS IN MY HEAD,

THEN ONE DAY I JUST KNEW,

MY GOD I KNOW I FEEL YOUR PAIN AND I AM CRYING ALONG WITH YOU!

AS THE DAYS GROW SHORT AND WILL SOON BE GRIM,

I’M FEELING THE HURT COMING FROM DEEP WITHIN,

KNOWING THAT I AM CRYING ALONG WITH HIM.

HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF THE LIFE YOU CREATED, THAT WAS ONCE SO PURE AND NEW,

GREW UP BECOMING INFESTED WITH EVIL, AND TURNED AWAY FROM YOU?

AS OUR MIGHTY FATHER IT IS EASY TO SEE

WHY GOD WOULD CRY OVER YOU AND ME,

SO AS A LOVING FATHER WOULD DO TO HIS CHILD,

HE WOULD PUNISH THEM FOR BEING SO WILD.

BUT WHEN HIS CHILDREN BECOME REALLY BAD,

THEY MADE OUR GOD EXTREMELY MAD.

HE WARNED THEM AND WARNED THEM TO TURN THEIR WAYS AROUND,

BUT EVIL JUST CONTINUES TO ABOUND!

BY NOW HIS LONG SUFFERING PATIENCE IS RUNNING LOW,

AND NO MATTER WHAT HE WOULD DO OR SAY,

HIS CHILDREN CONTINUE TO DO WHAT THEY WANT IN THEIR OWN SELFISH WAY!

AND WHEN HIS CHILDREN BEGAN TO DESPISE AND KILL ONE ANOTHER,

INSTEAD OF LOVING LIKE SISTER AND BROTHER,

MY GOD I UNDERSTAND WHY YOU CRY

BECAUSE YOUR CHILDREN MUST CHOOSE YOU OR DIE!

IT IS TIME FOR GOD TO CRY FOR EVEN JUST ONE  –

WHO WILL NEVER SEE HIS KINGDOM COME!

Submitted by Joanne Mann

His Perfect Love

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~MY DREAM~

2014

I remember seeing you,blood covered every inch of your body.
the crowd roaring with anger,
The blood thirsty Romans lashing your back,the cross crushing your shoulder,pushing your back down further.your knees became weak,
You fell!!!! Everyone around us froze,
Leaving you and me still moving.
I slowly made my way to you,
I see how Badly beat you truly are!!!!!
Every breath you take I see rivets of blood trail Down your body.
I softly touched your face,
You gently closed your eyes only to open them with tears filling your eyes. You gently touch mine and say with a soft but raspy voice but oh lovely to me. “I love you!!!”
that second the crowd unfroze
I was pushed away from you,
my heart breaking and continually breaking!!! You slowly get back up and I see you your shoulders falling and raising back up,again half way you fell again…I seen a chance and I ran to you!!!!!!!! again I see you and I see how heart broke you are!!! The tears just fall into the white gravel road I look down and I see tears filled with blood,you look to the hill and I walked with you,all the way there,I seen them throwing you down and you cry out in pain,and I hear the cross hit the cold ground,then they drag you by your arm and you crawled to the cross,out stretched your arms,it was like vultures were attacking you!!!! I yelled out screaming your name!!!! I hear the most heart wrenching cry of Pure pain,I could feel just how horrible it was!!!!!!! I can’t find words!!!!!! they raised the cross,and it was set. I heard him speak and I barely could speak due to the screaming.
Later on he died,and here’s what’s crazy!!
Mary and his other disciples weren’t there at the foot of the cross,just me and the crowds. i was at the foot of the cross,those eyes looking into mine;beautiful!!!
I seen them pierce his side,I then told the roman to get him down and I held his body in my arms, I cried like I never have in my life!!!!! I laid my head on his chest and not hearing that heart beat scared me so badly!!!! i screamed and screamed you’re name,i weeped so bitterly. i ran my fingers through you’re hair,i remember saying with tears in my eyes “….i love you too”
I  held you’re body in my arms,lifeless..cold..broken. i laid my head down on you’re chest.
i remember seeing the holes in you’re wrist,the blood i can’t believe how much blood!!!!!!

This is shared by Warrior Bride For Jesus on her blog, https://encounterswithjesuschristinheaven.wordpress.com/2015/06/21/his-perfect-loveno-greater-love-than-for-a-man-lay-down-his-life/#like-78

The Garden Within Visualization

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In the morning early this week  after my prayers, I imagined a gated garden., with a white fence and gate that looks a lot like this one from a video titled, “URGENT Rapture vision and confirmation dream!”  by Harpazo Rapturo. * The gate was white and curved exactly like it;  I hadn’t seen this picture until today.       Jesus was standing near the garden gate and I was inside the garden on the other side of an unweeded grown over garden within.  It was early spring without any flowers blooming yet.. just clumps of grass and weeds that need to be pulled up and ground tilled.   Jesus had on a simple offwhite robe..  something He probably would have worn under a tunic in colder weather in His village 2000 years ago.  He was standing inside the garden unassumingly near the gate but inside.

I took off my shoes and ran over all the weeds and uncultivated garden plot to get to Him..  and when I reached Him I jumped up to hug Him and said, “Look, Lord, I ran barefoot!”    Jesus knows that without His grace, I am a big shoe-aholic and clothes horse.    He was there to meet me with only a simple garment on, and to meet Him, I needed to take my shoes off.       As soon as I met up with Him, He picked me up into His arms and carried me effortlessly..   and I’m about 5’3 and could stand to lose about 15 -20 lbs.    While I was so much loving being in His arms, I couldn’t stop thinking:  “ummm, I better lose weight so that I won’t be such a burden for Him to carry”.       Then the meditation was over.

I didn’t expect Jesus to pick me up as this meditation was more or less from my own imagination, but it seemed that within minutes, Jesus took over and guided it His way.   The lesson I got from this was that Jesus stands at the entrance of our hearts (gardens) and He may be inside but still not in the center.  He also waits for us to greet and accept Him in. He won’t make Himself comfortable unless we embrace Him in.. He is “like the shy people” as He said to Gabrielle Bossis from her diary of His messages (“He and I”)

I was happy to see Him at the entrance, so ran up to Him, but in order to get to Him, I needed to kick off my shoes. He then picked me up to carry me.  Shoes represent our “walk” and when we embrace Him, we need to lose our ways and wills and let Him carry us where He wants to take us.  Also, He loves it when we come to Him in utter simplicity… without all mankind’s accessories and adornements.  He is a simple humble Lord who loves His Church (“bride”) in simplicity.    When I thought to myself how I needed to lose weight so I wouldn’t be such a burden for Him,  in reality , excess weight and flesh represents too much of the self-life and gluttony (except for those with health issues where they cant help that their body’s metabolism is slow).   If I allow my carnal self to die and stop feeding the soul’s human nature, I would be that much  more a delight and less a burden and headache for our Lord.  He wasn’t complaining in my meditation, but I realized we have to do our part in saying “no’ to ourselves to be more captivating for Him.

Also, it was significant that the garden within was yet full of weeds and uncultivated.  Much work needs to be done within my heart before He, the master Gardener, can plant anything .. The ground needs to be tilled and weeds uprooted.  Him carrying me indicates by His Grace and my cooperation this can be accomplished

It was a beautiful visualization  yet packed with teachings for me and all of us.

* video where I noticed the gate photo that looks exactly  as I visualized it in my Visualization:  https://youtu.be/oW2zZdIEhrg

Also see:  https://youtu.be/15iwcZt4NKM

He Endured Hell On Earth .. for Us

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I have always KNOWN that the Shroud of Turin was Yeshua/Jesus but seeing Him alive He looks very different.  I know in my spirit that satan threw EVERYTHING he had at Jesus leading up to and on the cross.  Whatever films we have seen bear NO resemblance to the truth because it would have been demonic warfare and satan was utterly out to destroy Him.  The bible says in the psalms that He did not even look like a man He was so disfigured by His beatings………….too awful to imagine.  In my 40’s I  had a vision of Jesus on the Cross – I was standing at His feet looking up at Him – His face was black with dried blood – His hair hanging down also was full of blood.  I could only see His eyes in the blackness which were so full of pain and ABSOLUTE AGONY and yet He spoke to my mind and said “its ok my love don’t cry –  its nearly finished ”  His look was like an electric shock through my body it filled me with an assurance of His great love for me and He was COMFORTING ME at that terrible time – I can tell you it utterly destroyed SELF and ego and even though I had been a christian for 25 years it was the first time I BELIEVED He really did love me.  I still cannot tell people about it without crying.  Do you know that they pulled out His Beard!!! agony and those thorns are about 2inches long pressing into His skull…………..I think He will soon be sick of all our kisses when we all arrive in Heaven 😀  He is beyond beautiful truly the DARLING OF HEAVEN..’
A VISION OF THE CROSS:
A few years ago  whilst in prayer Jesus asked me, “have you ever come to the foot of My cross” I was shocked and frightened and I said I had often looked at Him on the cross…….but He said NO have you ever come to the foot and looked up………I started crying immediately and said no I hadn’t…….He then led me in prayer through His Holy Spirit to go back in time and walk right up to His cross……I didn’t look up at first – I was too emotional and SCARED – I felt too unworthy and was afraid of seeing His judgement of me or even worse His disappointment in me!
I never looked up – I stood at His feet looking down at them covered in blood – the nail in them – and His Blood fell down on me. The cross wasn’t as high as I had imagined and I was much closer to Him than I had expected to be. I could feel His Blood cleansing me as it fell upon me even as I cried and looked at those poor feet and kissed them and I laid my head on them and just wept. And then I found the courage to look up – it was like an electric shock that pierced my soul like nothing that I can explain or put into words my whole being was pierced and truly shocked! As I looked up into His face with His hair hanging down around it…….covered in blood and blackened He was in such terrible pain and so exhausted but what shocked me was the LOOK in His eyes!!! There was such LOVE IN HIS EYES TOWARDS ME I truly never expected that look – it DESTROYED me. And also in His look He was telling me that everything would be alright – that it was nearly done!
In that second I knew that HE KNEW ME and that HE LOVED ME UTTERLY.
That vision changed my life and still has the same effect on me every time I recall it – I try and share it with people even though its hard to because it always makes me feel so destroyed each time. IT DESTROYS every false thing in me – every sin – every negative and crucifies self over and over and removes EVERY obstacle between Him and I. I can’t explain to you how much He loves us – there are no words that can – but maybe if you ask to go in prayer to that same place He will show you too?
Debbie Holland 14/02/10
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Apple Blossom Tenderness

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“Thank you Clare for this message – we so need to let go of this world and all the clever distractions of the devils of satan. It is exciting to think that we are being asked to prepare this week as Pentecost is coming ……. The church was birthed at Pentecost and MAYBE she will be taken then also?  I was with the Lord last night He took me by the hand and led me to a river bank and to a large weeping tree covered in apple blossom it was so beautiful and fragrant.  He parted the branches and we went inside the hanging branches.  Inside it was about 2 feet deep in blossoms we lay together in the blossoms and looked at each other.  He heaped the blossoms around my head like a pillow and then I did the same for Him.  It was very romantic and beautiful.  The smell was intoxicating.  We stayed there for ages talking in our private chamber, playing and throwing blossoms on each other and then talking seriously again and then just being tender towards each other.  I lay with my head on His chest and told Him that of all the beautiful amazing places He had already shown me – rooms in my mansion etc this place was the best and so very beautiful – peaceful and pure.  The eye has not seen nor the heart percieved the things that the Lord has prepared for His Bride xxx Shalom brothers and sisters  He is very near to us all xxx”

Debra Holland

Loving Your Neighbor

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Hi my sweet sister Clare, you make me chuckle with Joy every time I hear the most endearing conversations you have with the Lord daily. I will continue to pray for the Lord give you even more strength to keep on going on this road.
Please send my regards and love to your soul mate Ezekiel my dear brother in Christ. Love this needed message this day. When I see how people ignore the homeless on the street because of their appearance it breaks my heart.  Their appearance does not matter to me or to the Lord. The Lord is concerned with our Hearts We need to reach out to all of God’s creation. The homeless need to be given a Word of Hope, a smile, some water, something to eat.  They too deserve respect and acceptance for they are hurting and need consolation, love and compassion.  They need something to hold on to and Jesus’ Love is the answer.  Sister Clare, I will share with you and my brothers and sisters here on your channel something poignant and amazing  that the Lord had me do a couple of weeks ago for it is exactly what your video today speaks about “To Have Uncommon Respect.”  First of all, God’s timing is amazing and He is never late and always on time. :)) Unbeknownst to me, little did I know that on that particular day as I was rushing to the Dollar Store to buy some Bibles, God had another assignment for me along the way and I was elated that He was able to use me, to share His most precious love and compassion for a hurting soul. Well, on this day, I was with my twin and she had accompanied me to the Dollar Store.  As I arrived there, the Lord immediately prompted me to see this broken down homeless man sitting on the sidewalk with His head down and he had no shoes on his feet. Before I entered the store, I scooted down to this stranger and said, Hello my friend, how are you doing, are you ok?  He was not startled at all to see this strange woman just approaching him out of the blue and my sister was standing by me.  Well, we began to talk and I told Him that Jesus sent me to see Him this day and that Jesus loved Him. Just to think about what happened that day with this man makes me start to cry again. I looked into His eyes, for I felt Jesus working through me as if Jesus was instructing me as to what to say and do.  Thank you Jesus… I asked Him why He was sitting alone on the sidewalk.  He began to cry and said that He had just been released from Jail and that he was thinking of His family. I told him, for his name was Miguel.. I said, Miguel, does your family know you are out of jail have you wanted to call them?  I am sure they want to hear from you? He began to cry again, I placed my hand upon His cheek and said “Do not worry is okay to cry, Jesus loves you so much and you are special to Him for you are His child.  I even asked Him if He wanted to use my cell phone to call right then and there and he replied and promised me he would call them that night. I told Miguel that nobody is perfect, everyone makes mistakes.  We just have to have hope for tomorrow and do the will of God.. Miguel was a Christian for I asked him if he was and He told me that he had accepted Jesus during his stay in Jail.  He was currently living in a homeless shelter until his family picks him up. I was so happy to hear he had already accepted Jesus into his heart. I asked him if he wanted me to get him a bible and he replied yes, and he wanted me to get him some soda so i went in to get him the soda, some water and some snacks. I went and gave him this plus some money the Lord led me to give him.. There were people watching me as I was speaking to this gentleman and even a lady I knew from a business next door to the Dollar Store, she went to her business for a minute and came out with a dollar to give to Miguel.   Of course there were people looking at me  and wondering who is this lady, crouched down speaking to a homeless man?  I kept doing what the Lord instructed me to do and did not care about the stares and hoped that they could one day find some compassion for someone that was hurting who just needed someone to listen and care for them even for a moment. I prayed with Miguel and told him to please call his family that night and He told me that he would.  I told him to wait for me that I had something else for him that I needed to get at the dollar store. He nodded and said ok.. I quickly went back in the Dollar Store prompted by the Holy Spirit to get Miguel a small duffle bag and some toiletries, white socks, more snacks. etc.. When I exited the store, Miguel my sweet brother was not there anymore. He had vanished from my sight and I was oh so sad.. I had my sister drive even to a Mc Donald’s nearby to see if He was there, but he was not.  We drove around and around and did not see him anywhere.  I remember, Miguel did not even have any shoes on his feet.  I was worried and even had my sister drive to the nearby bus stop, but Miguel was not there.   Till this day, I have Miguel’s duffle bag in the trunk of my car to give to him. I pray that the Lord will bring him to me again to give him the goodies God had for him.  I continue to pray for Miguel each night and wonder how he is doing. But I find consolation knowing that one day I will meet with him in Heaven. This story that I am sharing is not in no way to glorify myself or pat myself on the back. ALL GLORY AND PRAISE GOES TO THE OUR LORD!!!!!! I just wanted to share how AMAZING GOD IS and how He can use us to help those in need that feel down trodden and broken hearted.  I was so happy the Lord used me that day and that I was able to be a blessing to someone and spread God’s Joy and Love that is everlasting to everlasting and that GOD’S LOVE for all of His creation is so POWERFUL, PURE, LOVELY AND INFINITE AND HAS NO BARRIERS. Hope this story blesses your heart this day to encourage you to look around when you are out and about in your day,  for the Lord will prompt you when you least expect it to share His mighty LOVE!!!!