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Spiritual Aunts & Uncles For The Abused Children

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Beloved friends,

Jesus has urged me to share with you the joy I’m finding in lovingly encouraging trafficked children. I hesitated a while before committing myself to this, and wrote to Mother Clare about 18 months ago. This was her reply:

Your heart is for the children, just ask the Lord, “Send them to me Lord, I will comfort them.”  That’s all it takes and you may start to see them.  I saw them today.  Be very still, quiet and calm and listen, look, expecting to see or hear something.  Do not write it off to imagination when you see something, take it as the real deal.”

Mother Clare

Before sharing my testimony, I’m including excerpts from Mother Clare’s messages:

“My dear ones, you cannot imagine the plight these children are in. Their minds are so warped and twisted by fear, they cannot reason enough to escape their situation. They have the threat of being killed held over their heads. In some cases, even their families are being threatened if they do not comply. It is a wicked, evil system Satan has given these men to control vulnerable souls, making them victims of the most deplorable exploitation ever known to mankind…

“Then the Lord began to speak to me, “I want you to spiritually adopt trafficked children,” He began. “You are well aware of the horrible kidnapping, selling, and trafficking of poor innocent children throughout the world in many places. Not only are they taken from their parents and siblings, which in itself is terrorizing enough. But after being sold, they are beaten severely to make them submit, from the very first moment, to the unspeakable sexual abuse and painful violation of their tender little bodies.

“Some of you, yourselves, were subjected to terrible abuse and neglect when you were young, as well–and you know how devastating it was to you, even up into your adult years.

“I appeal to you now. Please work with Me to rescue, comfort, and heal these precious children and young adults who are daily victims of unbelievable terror and extreme pain; crying, begging, and pleading day and night for someone to PLEASE help them.

“They are constantly in a state of tremendous fear, as some are kept in chicken-wire cages, others in basements, cold, malnourished, and dehydrated. The only time they see the light of day is when they are dragged out, roughly washed, put in nice dresses with no under covering, and driven to clandestine motel rooms, where one or more drunken “customers” are just waiting to use and abuse them repeatedly. To hear the full messages click the links:

#. Spiritually Adopt a Trafficked Child. (Dec 16, 2017)
#. Difficult Days: Persevere. (Jan 22, 2018)
This is how I began: It was a huge leap of faith for me. One day I took a deep breath and said, “Hello children, this is Auntie Pam!” To my delight, a little voice answered!
At first I talked to the children very simply about Jesus and how much He loves them. And I prayed with them, assuring them that many other people are also praying for them. I said I would talk to them again the next day. A day or so later the children said, “We’ve told Jesus about you!” It was such a natural thing for little ones to say, and I think it was from that point that I was no longer tempted to doubt whether it was really happening.
What a joy it is to minister like this!
Time with my little group early every morning now lasts half an hour or more. Jesus has been giving me some great ideas. He prompted me to encourage them to pray Psalm 91 every day. I asked if they had anything to write on; to my surprise they had. I dictated the whole Psalm verse at a time over the next couple of weeks, encouraging them to try to learn what they could. Chatting to Jesus about the children, I told Him I wondered if I was expecting too much of them. Jesus replied, “They are going to surprise you, Pam!” And they did—big time! How excited they were to show me that they had learned the whole Psalm —they were bursting with a sense of achievement!
Then Jesus wanted me to branch out and teach the Beatitudes and His parables to them. Today it was the 23rd parable that I read to them. Jesus joins me, encouraging them Himself. He has a personal Word for the children most days. I imitate Mother Clare, saying (before I go on air) “Do You have a word for Our precious children today, Lord?” I scribble it down before joining them. They are so thrilled that Jesus has given a word just for them that they often want me to dictate His every word.
I asked my tiny group if they know any children who don’t yet belong to Jesus. They did, and knew straightaway what they should do. They were soon introducing a newly saved friend to me.  Jesus calls them His “little missionaries.”
Before long Jesus led me to teach about Holy Spirit. The children struggled to get free in tongues at first.  Remembering how I had eventually only broken free myself after a monumental struggle, I told them I would say something in tongues, and I asked them to join in, explaining that Holy Spirit wouldn’t let them make a mistake, but He couldn’t give them their own prayer language until they opened their mouth! It worked beautifully!
The next development was that they were not only winning a soul occasionally but  also praying for their new Christian friend to be baptised in Holy Spirit. At first they called me in to get their newly saved friend free in tongues. Then they realised they didn’t need my help! I was so thrilled!
Another joyous time was when the children learned what Holy Spirit does when they sing in tongues together! The way He blends their individual melodies into one glorious harmony was a surprise to them. These children are such a joy to teach. They are like little sponges, soaking up everything.
The children have been taken to visit Heaven. They were so excited to tell me all about it. Jesus told me a little later to ask them to begin thinking about how they would like their homes in Heaven to be… would they like a pet? What colours would they like in their homes? What kind of furniture? Would they, like Auntie Pam, love to have a little stream running through their garden?
One day Jesus told me He had visited Our tiny group in Person while I was talking to them. They actually saw Him among them. Wow!
A delightful development 
It was a wonderfully uplifting addition to our precious times together when Jesus gave me the idea of teaching praise and worship songs, playing them for the children on my phone. First a couple of songs by Don Francisco, then several by John Michael Talbot. I threw out a challenge one day from Don Francisco’s song “I will praise You, O Lord, with all my heart.” When they had mastered the words, I challenged them to find out how many times Don Francisco sings “Hosanna!” The next day they told me it was thirty times: they were spot on! They particularly enjoy dancing to that song. Jesus told me that in Heaven they love to sing along with the children, and the Angels dance!
The old favourite ‘What a Friend We Have in Jesus’ is understandably very meaningful to my little group. I taught them on Forgiveness fairly near the beginning, making sure they had fully forgiven the wrong things being done to them.
My group currently consists of eight children. I don’t ask them personal questions so I’ve no idea where they are living. They asked me how old I am. They seemed surprised. I don’t have any problem getting down to their level… when God calls us to do something for Him, He will always equip us.
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I always ask what the children would like me to pray for with them. They have asked for help in learning Bible verses, and meeting another child to lead to Jesus. One day they said one of them had hurt her foot and could hardly walk. I asked them to lay hands on her poorly foot and pray in tongues and I would be praying in tongues too. To their great joy Jesus healed the foot there and then.
One day as I was asking what I could pray about for them, they asked, “May we pray for you, Auntie Pam?” I felt like crying, bearing in mind what horrific suffering these brave little souls face day after day, after day.
It is a humbling, indescribable privilege to learn from these beautiful little ones.  I had no preparation for this, apart from Mother Clare’s encouragement to “take it as the real deal.”  I did that…  and it was!
Could Jesus be calling you to be an Uncle or an Auntie?
God bless you.
Pam ❤

 

Pray With Me…

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In the garden of Gethsemane, Jesus asked His three closest disciples if they would watch and pray with Him as He knelt some yards away.  His sweat was as drops of blood, so intense was the spiritual attack against Him by Satan and his demonic agents of darkness.  If Evil could have permission to kill Him there and then in that garden, they would have, so that Jesus.. whose face was set toward Jerusalem where they killed and stone the prophets, would not be able to fulfill His Father’s perfect will for mankind’s salvation.

Satan visited Jesus many many times with various traps, temptations and provocations, so that He would not be that spotless Lamb… so that He would somehow be corrupted in His purity and not be suitable as the Lamb of Sacrifice for mankind.   All temptations failed against Jesus… who ever emptied Himself of all selfishness and ego, so satan could never find anything to trip Him up with or make Him fall.  He already emptied Himself of all self, and made Himself lower than any man, so He couldn’t fall.. He was already at ground level and placed Himself last place in all things.   Satan knew His ministry was coming to a close, and He would be offering Himself according to the Father’s will.,  so he saved his worst , more vehement temptations and attacks against Jesus strategically at the end.. starting in Gethsemane, and culminating right up to Jesus’s death on the cross.

Jesus desired that His closest disciples would pray with Him.,.. would give Him some comfort and spiritual support by praying with Him to the Father, because He knew it was a real possibility that He might even die in that Garden..  Satan was throwing everything against Him.    Instead of praying or watching with Him, they fell asleep, leaving Jesus alone against satan, pleading before the Father for the strength to carry on His mission .. yet nevertheless, not HIS will…  not HIS desires, but whatever change in plan the Father might have.. He wanted only to do what pleased the Father.

Centuries earlier, another son of David.., king Solomon, penned the Song of Solomon, and wrote about the Shulamite woman who could not get out of bed when her Beloved knocked for her to let him in.   His hair was “wet with the dew of the night”., as though he had just been through a great battle with the enemy, and was seeking consolation and intimacy with his fiance’…his bride-to-be.   What a chance she missed to embrace her Beloved and wipe the blood and sweat off of his brow.  To be his “Veronica”, for him, and wipe the dew of affliction off of His face.  What a chance the disciples missed in comforting the One they loved and left everything behind to follow.

In the journal, “He and I”, Gabrielle records “I was watching Him weep in the Garden of Gethsemane and I asked Him to let His tears fall into my heart.”

She then records Jesus’s response to her:   “Yes, there were moments when I saw the comfort that My soul friends would give Me all down the ages.  I saw their great desire to suffer in My place, and I sent flowing to them the merits of My fearful agony, for I saw the first man  and all the others, right to the very last.  What a burden, My child for one who atones!”…..

“…. Come and watch Me suffer in the garden, just as though it were that very night.  It is always that very night, for God sees all time at a glance.  Don’t leave Me!  I’m like a terrified child who begs not to be left alone.  Stay there, let Me know that you’re with Me.  A presence is soothing.  Hold My hand.  I am only a poor Man full of distress even though I Am God.  Noone will ever understand the depths of My desolation.  I feel the need of being surrounded by all My dear ones, for I see the powers of evil let loose and I am alone to defend Myself.  Pray with Me.  Do you have a firmer belief in My love now that you see Me suffer so?”

note:  photograph from a movie still of the movie, “The Passion of Christ”

Not In Vain…

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I want to share my testimony, with you heartdellers.
During the last 2 months I’ve been in severe pain in my mouth. I offered it up to Jesus without complaining for Trump, America, the tortured children and for Dear Clare, I’m a senior and did not have the money so I keep praying to Jesus, soon I got my Tax refund and got a small 12 hour a week job. I went to the oral surgeon He was out of town. Again I tried not to complain offered it to Jesus. I went to 4 Dentists they all turned me down saying the surgery was to complicated and dangerous Tuesday to the oral Surgeon who finally came back to town and He preformed the surgery this morning, praise God almighty. This message has confirmed to me that the suffering and severe pain I endured was not in vain, but worked for God’s agenda. I give Almighty God All the Glory!!! Amen Thank you and praise you Jesus. Hallelujah !!!
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Pick Up Our Cross And Follow Him

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Today I have off from work ..and one of the rare times I don’t even basically have to come in overtime due to the entire company shutting down for a needed Christmas day off.. but tomorrow and the remainder of the week it will be crazy busy with an overwhelming workload to catch up on… some of which I was unable to finish from last week.

I feel at times like a lost soul tossed , overwhelmed with quickly multiplying work, drowning in the Ocean with God not really concerned one way or the other about me… so I asked Him if He would give me something of His words from “He and I”  regarding this… the pressures of my daily job which to me are overwhelming at times (and not saying that others in my company don’t have WORSE pressures.. my own supervisor has no choice but to work over 30 hours overtime every week)

Here is what I blindly opened up to this morning from our Lord From His words to Gabrielle Bossis recorded in “He and I”, right after asking Him about this:

“…Your great Friend , directing your life!  Just think of it.. Your daily cross, your nightly cross- hold it close to your heart, for it comes from Me.  It’s not just any cross; it is yours, the one I wanted you to have.  Kiss the hand that gives it to you and go patiently on your way with it- with Me ♥     Thank You Yeshuah..Lord!

then right below that, my eyes fell on the following:   “And when you think you are deserted, He is right at your very center, alive, watchful, loving..”

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Blessed When We are Ignored By Others

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The following day after dr. Sherry prayed over me through the Holy Spirit, I was put to the test.   An incident cropped up at my job which left me  feeling ignored and disregarded and very offended.    I realized that I was yet again allowing a seed of resentment to grow in my heart from this very incident … right AFTER Sherry had just prayed over me for this very thing!     I knew I had to “get over myself”  because it is something within me.. like pride, etc,  that still has yet to die and be brought under the Holy Spirit’s control, otherwise ,   I wouldn’t get so “bent out of shape” when being ignored.    These little offenses would have no effect on my soul.

Well last night I asked our Lord to pleeeeeease give me some teaching online that would help me to get over myself in this area.     That’s when I accidentally discovered John Bevere’s interview with Sid Roth about the Holy Spirit.  He mentioned how the poor Holy Spirit is the most ignored..   and even ignored by us Christians.  We even call Him “It”, or “a force”.,etc..,  and label Him a dove when He is actually a Person of the Trinity Who has feelings and grieves, and laughs and loves…       John Bevere mentioned how we can compare the Holy Spirit to a passenger in our cars who sits there with us, but we never pay Him attention.  And when He gently taps on our arm for our attention, we   say, ‘wait just a second”, and then put on our Christian radio station and get into one of the Christian songs, still ignoring Him..
  I was pondering all of this in the interview, then the Holy Spirit gave me a revelation!   He showed me., “If you feel ignored, then rejoice, because you are sharing in what I experience with not only those in the World… but also those who know of Me in my churches, on a daily basis though out every century!       And to share with our Lord in anything.. including what makes Him suffer as well, is the highest honor and blessing.. to be one with Him, even in being disregarded and ignored by others 🙂
I asked our Lord after this revelation He gave me, to have me blindly open up to something of His words to Gabrielle Bossis, recorded in her journal, “He and I”, and I blindly opened to the following:
“Have you really understood that you may come and take rest on My heart?  And if you have, why do you not come?  It is I whom  you deprive.  I have to wait to refrain from insisting since I respect your liberty.  I am with you and I yearn for you and would you not come?   I ask you only to think of this more often so that you will come to Me more often..”
On the facing page, He also told this to Gabrielle after she recorded: “I knew He was very near”  :
“Why are you astonished when I come in like a rushing tide?  I should like to do this for everyone.. what a joy for the Beloved!..  divine longing- how vehement it is!  How far beyond thought!  At least honor Me by acknowledging it.  I am thirsty, do you understand what I mean?  I am thirsty for you all.  Let Me drink.”♥♥♥
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As even further confirmation :
 https://youtu.be/qQ93cttR8Wk is the link to bro. Ezekiel’s latest song inspired by the Holy Spirit.  Below are the lyrics our Lord led him to write:
Run to Me/Do you not know yet, that I want ALL of You to want ALL of ME Look to Me, Open Your Heart Wider and Wider
I want for you to be as the Prodigal Son’s Father
Watching, Waiting, Perceiving
My Tangible Presence
Running Toward You From Afar
And I want for you to come running always running
Passionately Pursuing Me
Look for Me Always and Everywhere
Stop, Look, Listen, Pursue We will catch Each Other More Quickly

In a Cold Dark Cell

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 This morning, around 5:30 while still    half asleep, but awake enough to still hear my kitty , Bonnie, crying downstairs (she does that a lot in the early mornings because she hates being the only one awake in the house…lol)        Well when she meowed, I faintly heard her and the first thing that came to mind was how she sounded like a little boy all alone in a prison cell – cold, alone and weeping.

THEN,  I began thinking of Jesus all alone in His holding cell prison cell they pushed Him in after His arrest to await His mock trial some hours later.     I realized our Lord , as the Son of Man, truly did feel alone, abandoned, hurt, afflicted..   and He felt vulnerable like  a young boy shoved in a stone cell — separated from all who loved Him and exposed to those who hated Him.. many who were infested…

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Travailing In Prayer With Jesus

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Unbelievable. ….

When you mentioned something about many being in travailing prayer I was reminded of something my daughter shared with me today. She is 9 years old and frequently worships God alone in her room during “quiet time” when I put my younger sons for a nap. Today during her time of worship, she said she saw Jesus and he was on the floor crying and sobbing and it hurt her to see it. she said she also began to cry and got on her knees to comfort the Lord. She then said she saw the World and was made to understand that something going on in the world is very bad and making Jesus cry. She said she tried singing him songs to make Him feel better but nothing seemed to cheer Him up. it was all she could do to just cry with him on the floor.

She said she could the pain in his chest as if it were her own. When she told me this a couple hours after her experience, she said her chest still hurt. Very powerful. Thank you sister Clare

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“Please.. Stay with Me”

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This is another message from Jesus…He is so tired…He is asking to be consoled in this very late hour.

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The following message is a message my friend, Krystal Bealle received from our Lord., and she shared it with me.   I feel led to share it below:

“Please stay with me. My heart is so heavy and torn within me. Despite my Divinity..I AM exhausted and racked with grief. I weep…Oh how I weep. I reveal this at times to my children..All of heaven hears me weep and my groans resound the earth. I AM so worn out beloved…My own have turned from me.

I have extended my mercy for a long time now and have been more than long suffering with man. All things are coming to pass and things are rapidly unfolding. The earth has become a barren desert but I shall irrigate it myself. I AM pouring out MY Holy spirit as never before and pleading with my lost children to come to me..my wrath can not…

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Our Lord’s Grief

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JESUS IS BROKENHEARTED AND WORN OUT IN GRIEF:

Last night I came into prayer rather heavy hearted over the tragedy in Orlando and just the state of the world in general. Sometimes I don’t get to give all of myself to Him in prayer as consistently as I might like (I have 3 kids and my youngest is 8 mos and starting to crawl) but I try to maintain a constant dialouge with Jesus throughout the day and make it a habit to at least try and worship once a day. Usually I come into worship feeling down and expecting not to feel Him for not being consistent, but everytime I can feel and sense His presence immediately and begin to cry because of His faithfulness and mercy…

Well, I went into worship shortly after prayer last night feeling very heavy and I couldn’t feel or sense the Lord at all. He just was not responding to me which was very unusal. I became very discouraged by this, thinking, “Maybe I did something wrong?” Nevertheless I continued in worship… About 20 mins in I began to finally feel the Lord. He was completely devestated, worn out, and dispirited. Just torn apart inside and riddled with grief. Then I saw Him. he was laying on my lap and could barely move. It almost seemed like he was dieing from the inside. I was moved with compassion for the Lord and began rubbing his hair and trying to comfort him but he was just weighted down by sadness and grief that nothing I did seemed to help at all. I began to hold his face in my hands and tell him that he was holy and we loved Him. His eyes were closed and he seemed just sick with grief. It was really heartbreaking… I wanted to stay longer in worship but my baby woke up at this point so I needed to tend to him. I wish I could’ve done something more to help him feel better but it didn’t seem like anything could console him.  Even what I’ve written does not justice in describing the amount of grief and sadness I saw in Him. Family, the Lord needs us in this hour. He needs us to stay awake with him and watch with him. he needs our comfort and our worship… We couldn’t begin to imagine the brokenness He feels over what must happen in the world shortly… 😥

Oh gosh, our Jesus… Please Lord, let us comfort you. Create in us a desire stronger than anything we’ve ever known, to serve you. Give us a burden for this nation and the lost. Oh Jesus, how can we bring joy to your heart in this dark hour. show us Lord. We love you, Jesus. We love you so very very much. 😥

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A Portion of His Cup with Him

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I had a vision of drinking from that cup of the deep things of God. I remember being totally bloody and mangled with Jesus I had a vision where we both being crucified and tortured but we both smiled at each other with a deep love I never experienced before. I understood then that his suffering shows both his love for the world and his pain for those that don’t choose him on a daily basis. Thank you Lord for that vision.

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