No Goodbyes in Heaven: A Faith Boosting Vision


Hallelujah! Jesus I trust You!

In 1997 my precious, beautiful 14 year old daughter, Sandy, was killed in a car accident. I had always thought that if anything ever happen to one of my children, how could I still trust God? and this would be a real test of my trust and faith in Him. But God was there so powerfully that it actually built my faith and trust in Him. He is still working on my sanctification for sure, but because of that experience I can always say to my self “Remember!”.

He brought me to Sandy’s mansion and she was standing at the front door with arms open wide to welcome me to heaven. I say this with tears in my eyes, I live for that moment!! And God in His goodness and love gave me that vision to help me get through the rough times here on earth. Praise Him! Love to all of you here!

Experience shared by Ruth Lautzenheiser

“Everyone Who Is Here Has Chosen to Be Here”

14th September  2015
I have  5 days off at the moment I love not having to work it gives me a quietness that enables me to come into Yeshua’s Presence that I cannot find when I am tired or distracted.

This morning I was with the Lord and He led me through a beautiful meadow of wild flowers chest high and a myriad of colours and the scent was intoxicating!  He said this is part of the reason heaven smells so good and smiled.  But even as He was saying this something in me was recoiling because I was afraid that the long grasses might hide insects and creatures…..He knew immediately what I was feeling and said to me do not fear there is nothing in all of Heaven that bites or pricks…..WOW!  I immediately relaxed and began to enjoy the beauty of what I was seeing.  I buried my face into the beautiful flowers and began to smell them.  Yeshua took my hand and said follow me – knowing that if He didn’t I would be there for days weeks months because it was so amazing! – “I have something I want to show you! “  He led me up a small incline and there was here a small worn path through the flowers up to a little hill top.  I asked Him why do you so often bring up to a HIGH PLACE Lord?  and He said because they offer you perspective and a vantage point!”  And I asked Him “what do you want me to see Lord”?

He came behind me and wrapped his arms around my shoulders and drew me close and I suddenly saw multitudes of Happy and Joyful people – face aglow not laughing in a worldly riotous way but JOYFULLY something I had never seen on earth but somehow knew in my spirit existed.

I found myself straining to see faces of people I knew as I so WANTED  to tell them I had seen them in Heaven to encourage them!

Yeshua then said to me “ALL are sisters and brothers here… not look for familiar (family) faces because ALL ARE FAMILY IN THIS PLACE.  My Children DO NOT LOOK BACK NOW BUT LOOK FOR ME……. a divided heart may cause you to stay behind – divided hearts cannot come to this place only WHOLE HEARTS.  When a person comes here they must wish to be here 100%…………….Lots wife looked back NOT out of curiosity but because something there HAD HER HEART!  You must lose your fear of losing yours sons (speaking to me now personally) and CHOOSE ME”…….I do Lord I do I answered!  “As you come out of Sodom and Gomorrah you MST NOT LOOK BACK!   Do not look for your familiar faces because ALL HERE ARE YOUR FAMILY – BROTHER AND SISTERS  Take comfort from me – there is ONLY JOY HERE – REAL JOY NOT FORCED OR FALSE…BUT TRUE ABOUNDING JOY IN ALL THE FACES YOU SEE BEFORE YOU…….TRUST MY CHILD!  EVERYONE WHO IS HERE HAS “CHOSEN TO BE HERE”.

My heart was stilled and I turned to look at Him now and we sat in a little arched gazebo with a bench in it and I looked down and saw that I was wearing such a pretty laced dress full of little flowers and little jewels that sparkled and I had long hair that was plaited to one side all the way down to my lap and the plait was interlaced with flowers also and my heart leapt within me and I said “I LOVE wearing pretty dresses Lord and in saying that I show that I am REAL GIRL don’t I?  (If you knew me you would be surprised because I am a real plain jane and a bit of a tomboy since I was little………….)

Yeshua truly marvelled and said “ I LOVE how you are all so different – that is Abba’s gift to me – you are ALL Abba’s GIFT TO ME.  I will LOVE getting to spend time with you all through Eternity and experiencing all your different joys with you…these simple things are SO BEAUTIFUL……… your joy in a pretty dress and the flowers that I made for you to put into your hair!”
WOW Lord …to be allowed to enjoy these things ……what a gift …we never before have been allowed the LUXURY of that before…but here there is NO TIME  – NO PRESSURE TO DO OR TO BE…….we can explore and rejoice in all of your Creation….WOW WOW WOW……. I love beauty Lord and You make everything so beautiful.  My world Lord SUCKS all the joy and life out of me!
“It seems that way but that is NOT POSSIBLE – My Spirit is like a fountain in the deeps of your being…always bubbling up and CLEANSING – RESTORING – REPLENISHING – FILLING YOU UP. There are times when you feel dirty and dry and dead but then you come again into My presence and I RISE UP WITHIN YOU…….deep calls to DEEP – spirit calls to SPIRIT!  It doesn’t matter how evil and dark it is out there because the LIVING WATERS are crystal clear and full of LIGHT and THE LOVE OF MY HEART AND MY KINGDOM DWELLS IN YOUR BEING…..Look to Me in these dark days and drink of My Living Water and be filled and replenished.  Look to My Kingdom WITHIN – I DWELL IN YOU.  Have a MIKVAH baptism as you come into MY Presence into My Waters…the World cannot take that from you……SWIM IN ME… filled with My LOVE – LIGHT – LIFE …HAI.
I cleanse you – I clothe you – I sprinkle you with my Blood you are TIRZAH – ACCEPTABLE TO ME BELOVED.

 ~Shared by Debra Holland


Tender Moments with Him

Jesus-and-WomenJuly 29, 2015

11:41pm (no, the numbers are not lost on me…;0)

So…I spent my time in prayer and then picked up the Chronicles of the Bride tonight. I got “nostalgic” for seeing Him – haven’t been in class in some time, nor really asked to go anywhere with Him lately – been too tired!

So, I asked Him if we could have an adventure together, put on some soaking music…and found myself on the road to the right of my mansion. (I’ve been there many times now.) The lanes and fields before me were like a patchwork quilt – lines going this way, then that way, rolling hills of flowers and fields. Jesus came up beside me to the right, and another figure – Tall! Came up to the left. He was as tall as Jesus. I found myself dressed in a knee length, blue “fluffy” dress…and Dorothy from Wizard of Oz was all I could think of.

I turned to the Lord, and laughed – because…well, He didn’t LOOK like the lion, and the other person didn’t LOOK like the tin man…but that was surely the feeling I got. I started to laugh and protest, “No, Lord…this is too silly. This has to be me…” and He laughed right out loud at me and said, “Dear one – you’ve been getting too serious again. You need to laugh with Me a while.”

I turned to the other person, and suddenly I just KNEW it was Padre Pio!!! Pipe and all. He chuckled at me, and Jesus and he linked elbows with me and we walked off, skipping down the road for a little bit…. Such nonsense…lol!!

Well, we soon found ourselves near a very large, shady tree to the right of the road. A blanket/picnic was spread underneath, and the Lord led me over to it. As I knelt on the blanket, I could feel ladies coming up to me, kissing me on the cheek and then sitting down around me and beside me. I sensed them more than saw them, but oh my!! Mom was there, Aunt Betty, Gram G and Gram F. Aunt Helen!! And sweet Becky (the daughter we lost to heroin 10 years ago)…. And then, wonder of wonders, Faustina showed up!! I have no idea what she looked like – I just “knew” she was there. And finally, Lady Mary came, too….oh my….how gracious and sweet she is.

We all sat down at Jesus’ feet, and he began to talk to us. At one point, the ladies all understood that my heart was heavy with the weariness of being in this world so long…(I’ve been watching and waiting for Him and the Rapture since I’m 17 – and I’m now 61!) and I could feel their thoughts/empathy flood over me.  I leaned on Jesus’ knee, and I was complaining just a little that I couldn’t see it all clearly…and He gently reminded me that I had given that gift back to Him… sigh. No, Lord – I will NEVER take it back! He told me that my sacrifice in this has opened the door for many on the channel to see and hear. And of course, that made all the difference!!

Padre Pio stood by the side of the tree all this time, smoking a pipe and just watching. I joked to him that it must be strange, being the only man amidst so many women, and he just smiled about it.  It almost seemed like there WAS no real difference between them any more…a new thought for me.

I told Him that I was so sorry for all that was coming to Him (at the Trib.) – that I wished there was more to do for Him, something else I could give Him. He told me, “You obeyed.” I paused at this – because I had just finished reading Him saying this to Clare in the book, and thought my mind had jumped to it. But, He shook His head, and took my face in His hands and repeated it. Oh, how beautiful He is, in spite of the misty fog that I see Him through!! How precious is His face, His look, His gentle voice!! How I long to finally BE there, face to face, hand to hand. I took His precious hand and let my tears flow over the nail wounds.

Soon, I found myself sitting alone in the grass, surrounded by little creatures: butterflies, small animals. Flowers that “waved” at me and moved in synchronized motion around me. It’s all so breath-taking…it’s all so impossible to describe or contain. Jesus came over to me, and I asked Him where Glorious was (at least, I think that may be His lion’s name.) He never answered, but just then, my beloved Buddy (my golden retriever) came running over and jumped up into my embrace. Oh, he was SO happy!! So healthy!! So beautiful!!

He told me something else – something important, I believe. But, even though I’ve asked Holy Spirit to remind me…I can’t think what it was. Oh wait! He told me again that “I ride between His shoulders.” And then I saw Him as a mighty Eagle, flying in a slow flap of the wings and glide. And I was resting there between His shoulders, curled up and seemingly asleep, nestled down among the feathers – so unafraid of all, because I so fully trusted that He would let no harm come to me. It was the most natural place in the world to be….

I just can’t fathom this kind of love…for me. We talked at the tree a little about my heart. The fact that there had been so many “bites” out of it over the years, that there seemed to be so little left, and I felt so badly that I had so little love to give to Him and to the Channel. But, He showed me that it just didn’t matter, that somehow I had become a conduit of HIS love for them, and He assured me that what I was doing for these dear souls really WAS making a difference. I truly needed to hear that from Him. It seems every message He gives to Clare has an element that causes me alarm, causes me to question, “Lord? Am I guilty of that?? Are You pointing to me, too, with that?” For, I never, ever want to cause Him hurt or harm because of me…even though I know it happens, anyway.

Ooohhhh….My God. My King. My Beloved One. My All. My precious Jesus….

O, how I long for the veil to be torn, and our life together – face to face, flesh to flesh, life to life – to be revealed!!

All Praise! All Glory! To the King of Kings, the Lord of Lords!! Hallelujah…Amen.

Carol J.

The Open Door to Heaven


Hello my brothers and sisters in Christ I am so excited to encourage you and share a very short but powerful dream the Lord gave me this morning. Please Use Your Discernment:

This morning, I dreamt that I was with my sister and mothers and our bodies were beginning to rise up to the clouds and immediately, we saw a portal or a door open to Heaven. This door was so beautiful and it was white and you could see the heavenly clouds right through the open door. We kept hearing a voice saying, Come In through the Door, Come In Through the Door. etc.. Each of us began one by one as we were rising up, we began to enter the open door to Heaven.

End of Dream: As I woke up from the dream while still lying in bed, the Holy Spirit presence was so strong on me that I could not get up from the bed for awhile. The presence of the Lord was so very strong and I felt so much peace in my room that I did not want to leave the place where I was at and just stay there forever in the Lord’s presence. This experience of seeing the door of Heaven open was so surreal and it felt like this is going to be happening very soon. Its hard to explain, but its like the Lord was preparing us for the next step for the Bride of Christ going home to Heaven. Hallelujah! I share this dream with you to give you hope and encouragement amidst all the darkness and evil that is perpetuating throughout the World now. The Lord is so close brothers and sisters. He is right at the Door. In the physical world, things are going to be happening very quickly so please stay alert, vigilant, praying and in God’s Word for protection and comfort. Stay under His Wings and stay in God’s peace. We the Bride of Christ are going home soon at the Lord’s appointed time. Keep looking up, stay in Joy, thanksgiving and worship. May the Spirit of the Lord be upon you and may you encounter His unspeakable peace during these days ahead. Love you all and I hope you stay encouraged for the Lord’s Coming and be ready to into the OPEN DOOR TO HEAVEN! God bless you.. Love you all so very much. 🙂

Bible verse Scriptures:

Genesis 7:11(KJV) In the six hundredth year of Noah’s life, in the second month, on the seventeenth day of the month, on the same day all the fountains of the great deep burst open, and the floodgates of the sky were opened. Ezekiel 1:1(KJV) Now it came about in the thirtieth year, on the fifth day of the fourth month, while I was by the river Chebar among the exiles, the heavens were opened and I saw visions of God. Psalm 23 (KJV) 23 The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. 2 He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. 3 He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name’s sake. 4 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. 5 Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. 6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever. Psalm 91 (KJV)  He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. 2 I will say of the Lord, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God; in him will I trust. 3 Surely he shall deliver thee from the snare of the fowler, and from the noisome pestilence. 4 He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings shalt thou trust: his truth shall be thy shield and buckler. 5 Thou shalt not be afraid for the terror by night; nor for the arrow that flieth by day; 6 Nor for the pestilence that walketh in darkness; nor for the destruction that wasteth at noonday. 7 A thousand shall fall at thy side, and ten thousand at thy right hand; but it shall not come nigh thee. 8 Only with thine eyes shalt thou behold and see the reward of the wicked. 9 Because thou hast made the Lord, which is my refuge, even the most High, thy habitation; 10 There shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague come nigh thy dwelling. 11 For he shall give his angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways. 12 They shall bear thee up in their hands, lest thou dash thy foot against a stone. 13 Thou shalt tread upon the lion and adder: the young lion and the dragon shalt thou trample under feet. 14 Because he hath set his love upon me, therefore will I deliver him: I will set him on high, because he hath known my name. 15 He shall call upon me, and I will answer him: I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him, and honour him. 16 With long life will I satisfy him, and shew him my salvation. Matthew 7:13-14 (KJV) 13 Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: 14 Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it. Luke 21:28(KJV) And when these things begin to come to pass, then look up, and lift up your heads; for your redemption draweth nigh. John 14:1-3 (KJV) 14 Let not your heart be troubled: ye believe in God, believe also in me. 2 In my Father’s house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you. 3 And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you unto myself; that where I am, there ye may be also. Isaiah 26:20(KJV) Come, my people, enter thou into thy chambers, and shut thy doors about thee: hide thyself as it were for a little moment, until the indignation be overpast. Revelation 4:1(KJV) 4 After this I looked, and, behold, a door was opened in heaven: and the first voice which I heard was as it were of a trumpet talking with me; which said, Come up hither, and I will shew thee things which must be hereafter.

~Shared by Dulcita Consulta – Angelwings29

here is her beautiful video on this from her channel also:

His Most Precious Jewel

5a33f72e50a4820b87d1745f248aad49I began devotions by pulling up the Binding Prayer – but before I could even do that Jesus came to me – He wanted me to dance with Him. I put on Terry’s Praise Him and He was there immediately – clothed in even more Kingly attire than ever before. I was dressed as a queen – this time more like Camelot as Guinevere and Arthur were being wed. He took my hand upon His, and as we walked, angels with trumpets and medieval garments lined the path – and He walked me up to the High King’s (Abba’s) Throne – there to be wed.

We knelt for His blessing, and thousands of doves were flying in the air in celebration. We stood together at a window for a bit, then we were in a room like the room filled with candles in Camelot – so unearthly and heart touching…He gazing at me as though I were the only one in His heart….

Oh, my Lord! How can these things be? How can we ever understand this Love, this Longing You have for US? We are nothing! We are never worthy in any way….Yet You long for us as though we were the most precious Jewel there was!! In fact that is just what He told me – that I was His most precious jewel….

Then He left in full battle gear again… There is a war in the Heavens…and once it is fought – we go Home!


The Perfect Get Away:

heart-in-hand-of-godI started off in worship listening to Terry McAlmon’s song; I Surrender All. I was listening to it over and over again. I felt my heart open up and I was led to dwell in the Lord’s presence. I closed my eyes and saw Jesus sitting in front of me – the way He was sitting when He visited me in a dream. In the dream, we were in the desert and we were sitting on the ground in a criss-cross (pretzel) style sitting, you know? How children sometimes sit on the ground in class or something. I saw Him very clearly, His eyes were wide and tender and compassionate. He looked perfect, it was almost like a crystal clear blu-ray HD movie. He was sitting across from me when I heard a voice say “He loves you”…

For some reason, I was shy and tried to look at the ground but my eyes never got the chance, I felt Jesus lift up my chin. He got so close that I could only see His eyes and a little bit of His face and not His whole body, as before. He was so close that I felt Him breathe air into my nostrils as He did in Genesis with Adam; and then I woke up. It was very, very short! That dream was MONTHS ago.

On to last night, I was in worship dwelling and I subconsciously closed my eyes and had the biggest smile on my face. My face was a bit sore from all the smiling; it was a sweet moment like honey is. (I love honey, with warm butter on a nice toasty bagel, and drizzle the honey, mmm). Sorry, as you can see I love food as well. Moving on… I met Jesus at the place where we left off in the dream. It was a simple, plain desert setting. It felt like we were next to huge mountains. He just got up, I followed Him; it was like He opened a curtain into another scenery/world. I am a go-with-His-flow type of guy, so I don’t question when I see things like this. I’m just like “Okay, come on Jesus, what are you waiting for? Oh, me? Okay, come on!” Haha!

He opened the other world, you could say, and we walked right on through. I saw all these types of different animals. It was ‘nighttime’; I’ll get into that later. The stars were so clear, the grass so green and vivid and sharp, it was just amazing. You know those children books, how it sometimes shows a nighttime drawing? It was like that, but better! I love the nighttime, if it is peaceful and quiet and beautiful. I’ve always asked the Lord that I wanted blankets over us frequently. This was what I wanted but SO MUCH MORE, I honestly couldn’t believe it.

All of a sudden, it changed into sunset but the same scene and then I saw a baby polar bear running out of nowhere. I’ve told the Lord that I want a baby polar bear named Polar. Polar ran to me and jumped into my arms, it was soooo cute. It ran off into the sunset and then the Lord directed me to look to the left. Jesus is always quiet when I am with Him, for a reason unknown to me. He gently turned my cheek to the left and it was this ‘walkway’.  You know, how there is a path and trees covering the path as a ruff? It’s usually tunnel shaped.

At the end of this walkway thing, was an antique house, which really isn’t my style. I wondered “Who’s house is that? It must be Mary’s or someone’s, but why would He take me here?” I later found out it was my writing house for my music. I thought, “A WHOLE HOUSE just to write with a pen and paper?  I could just write in my palace on my bed but the palace is so modernized I wouldn’t get that authentic feel when writing as I am going to get with the house” Holy Spirit gave me that reason for the writing house. It wasn’t my taste of a house but it was very suitable and perfect for my authentic writing. He didn’t let me get close enough to see the rest of it, I only saw the 3 stairs of the outside and the screen door. It was a cute little antique house, not much bigger than a cottage. I’ll be surprised if it has an upstairs, I loved it for the writing as it was surrounded by nature.

Moving on, there was a wooden bench next to us while we were standing under this tree ruff walkway (idk the name of it LOL). We sat down and He had a plate of cake, on a plain white little plate with a normal sized square slice of vanilla cake with vanilla icing. (I asked Him if I can have my Heaven life be homey and casual) He fed me a bite of the cake, I didn’t really taste it that much. I put my head on His shoulder and He kissed my forehead. (By now, He still hasn’t said one word but I didn’t care, I didn’t talk much either). It got interrupted because of my fear and unbelief. The bench was facing these tall corn husk plants, I got scared that a black bear might come out and attack us and it did! Well, a black bear came out, it was all playful and cute AT FIRST but I let the enemy ruin everything and I saw the bear roar at us and stand on his two back legs as if it wanted to eat us, so Jesus cut it short.

However, I have lots of free time, so I begged Jesus to bring me back. I begged Him! Later on, I made food and ate lunch then I said the binding prayer on your channel. It’s so convenient it covers a lot; repentance (we just add to it), thanksgiving, and a little praise to Jesus. Continuing, I begin to worship Him. I heard Him say; “You don’t have to beg, just ask” in a sweet small voice. My eyes closed shut again while listening to Terry, I saw myself waiting on the Lord to meet me at this buckwheat harvest field and I didn’t know if He was gonna show up because it’s not my choice, it’s His. I just thought “Hmm, what if He stands me up? Oh well, I would wait a million years”.

All of a sudden, I started backflipping and frontflipping, doing all kinds of crazy things and landed PERFECTLY on my feet. I guess I thought; “I might as well do something while I’m here”. . Idk what came over me, I didn’t even think about moving at first, it was all Jesus. I flipped again, I was high up in the air; I looked down and saw beautiful Jesus standing there looking up at me (I don’t even think He was smiling, He’s always shy and so quiet). I see Him and He wasted NO TIME. I didn’t even get a chance to say hi and land on my feet. I feel like, He just grabbed me in the air and we went on about our ‘day’. .

We carried on, somehow ended up at the beach. We just fell to the sand and He rested His face into my shoulder and started crying. I grabbed Him and comforted Him. I said “Okay, Jesus, it’s okay, Father, it is surely gonna be okay” and then He grabbed my head and continued weeping (I have a feeling He wanted to cry some more but didn’t wanna be ‘rude’ on our ‘date’). . He stood up, stretched out His hand to pull me up out of the sand; we then walked on the water. It was so cool but unbelief started slipping into my mind, but I rebuked it and kept going. I really felt as though He was really losing me and then I thought “Are you kidding? He just cried to you, are you really gonna let unbelief snatch you out of His arms? He needs you more than ever”.

I felt it was His grace from Him seeing me really trying to fight the unbelief that kept me with Him (Thank sweet Honey God). It turned to ‘nighttime’ again and we were suddenly ice skating! I know you and Ezekiel LOVE ice skating with the Lord. It’s not really my thing, but He made it soooo fun! I was spinning around, doing flips and tricks. I was watching Jesus do all these twisty things and fear started entering my head. I thought “what if I hit Him or He hits me with a blade???” (Even though I knew it was impossible, even if it did happen, it wouldn’t affect anything but these thoughts are so hard to control sometimes). He had so much patience and grace (He is just so wonderful). We got rid of the skates, we didn’t need them anymore. We continued skating for a little, then we had a big finish where He held me in His arms like they do at the end of tangos and ‘leaned’ me to near the ground. We gazed in each other’s eyes and He kissed me on my forehead. (It was shocking to me because I’m a guy and didn’t know if I was in the right vision, but Holy Spirit told me that He was just a Dad having fun with and loving His son/creation).

He was wearing a black v-neck type ice skating suit with diamonds, He looked all fancy and stuff. I couldn’t see what I was wearing, come to think of it, I only see Him in these visions but I feel me there, same as the dream. After skating with the Lord, I ended up in some Italian looking antique very small town something that you would see in the old western times. There were actual people there, it was almost western setting mixed with modern because I went into a modern looking café with wooden tables and medal ‘pour thingies’ with the milk and cream and stuff. I went to order my drink. If I am not mistaken, I think I saw an Angel behind the ‘cash register’ for a second but I didn’t have to pay anything for my drink. (I told the Lord I wanted my life in Heaven to be very casual, trying not to sound ungrateful. I want to do everything manually, for an example, I don’t just want a drink to pop up in my hand; I wanna go into town and get it or make it.

I told the “Angel?” what I wanted to drink. I put question marks around Angel because when I looked away for a second and looked back, it was nothing there but a bright light. Idk WHO that was, all I know is that I wanted my drink!! LOL… I ordered a cotton candy frappe (No coffee in it. It’s just strawberry syrup and vanilla creme syrup mixed with ice). I went over to the sugar and cream condiment station and then realized I ordered a cotton candy frappe. I said to myself “Why am I over here? I don’t need this” haha. I THOUGHT I saw Jesus coming from the little hallway, where there are usually bathrooms and manager offices or something here on earth, but it was just a back door and wooden modern walls. It was a cute little cafe but I thought I saw Him come out of the hallway, so I smiled and turned to Him somehow He disappeared?

So I left the cafe. This whole time I was ‘alone’ walking the town by myself. I mean there were people around me, and they were very friendly but no one seemed to speak to me except the ‘cashier lady’, it was almost as if I were invisible but as I said, the people were very friendly; smiling and talking and walking with each other and the cashier lady had a pretty smile and was very sweet, so it was all good. I’m just walking sipping my lovely drink all happy, by ‘myself’ when all of a sudden, I look to the right and here is Jesus on a two man seater, red bicycle as if He was with me this whole time. He’s so funny! He came out of nowhere, as if He were saying “Oh, Hey! Fancy seeing you here!” I said, “JESUS! You are something else! HAHAHA!” . . He makes a notion with His head as if He were saying “hop on”; come to think of it, He still hasn’t said a WORD!? This whole time??? Yet, He was so friendly and gentle and sweet and nice, I don’t think He was disappointed with me. His smiles were shy and soft but I didn’t really mind either way.

Moving on… He was peddling the bicycle when all of a sudden, we were riding high in the sky. It was so beautiful. It felt like we were right next to a beautiful sunset. We ended up on this rocky mountain island, in the middle of a beautiful forest. It was like the grand canyon mixed with terrain/ rain forests. If you have ever seen the movie Avatar, where they were flying all around through rocks and canyons and forests and stuff, it looked similar to that. I saw what I was wearing. I was wearing blue jeans, a white tee shirt, and Sperry looking boat shoes and Jesus was wearing a black ball cap, a white button up shirt and the collar was unbuttoned about 3 buttons down and His sleeves were rolled up just above His elbows and He was wearing cargo shorts with boat shoes. (He was definitely fulfilling my casual desires haha).

We jumped off the cliff and started flying, it was awesome; we were just holding each other’s hands with our other arms stretched out before us making a super hero flying motion or position, it was so funny and so cool. Unbelief started seeping in again but I kicked it right back out, this was too fun and I felt ‘lunch time’ coming so I was NOT about to miss THAT. That’s for sure! We ended up picking another island rocky mountain that shot straight up into the air with a smoothed out surface and we sat on the ledge. You will not BELIEVE what Father and I had for lunch! Guess….. Okay I’ll tell you; it was CHICK FIL A!!! I couldn’t believe it either. It wasn’t in the containers and the logo for Chick-Fil-A was nowhere to be found. He pulled from the right side of Him a silver platter with a MOUNTAIN of Chick-Fil-A chicken strips. I didn’t see the logo anywhere but I just knew it was a recipe similar to Chick-Fil-A but WOW it was sooo much better. It was more peppery, and more sweet and SOOOO juicy, crispy, tender, hot and steamy… I need to go back!!

I didn’t feel it go down to my stomach, but I tasted it and it was sooo good. Along with that platter of chicken strips, were a platter of their famous waffle fries and He still has not said a word. I grab a chicken strip (I wanted to devour them ALL but when I tried I was losing connection to being with Him. I was being greedy but somehow one bite every now and then was satisfying, nothing like earth!). There was a platter of opened, lid-less containers of their yummy tangy sweet Polynesian sauce (still no logo, just containers that were already completely unlidded and opened, sorry I’m making up words LOL). I grabbed a chicken strip and dipped in the Polynesian sauce and I fed Him or the other way around? I can’t remember? I just remember feeding Him, I dipped in the sauce and said “Hm (*a HERE gesturing notion*) take a bite” . . . He did. Then He somehow grabbed a chicken strip without me noticing and dipped it in the sauce and fed me as well. I thought “Didn’t this come with french fries????”. . . I looked over to my right and grabbed the french fry platter and plopped it on my lap and said “Can’t forget about THESE!” and then FINALLY He laughed!! It was the most cheerful laugh, nice and strong and manly haha. It was lovely and His teeth were so perfect. That took a while, maybe He was still sad? 😦 He wasn’t being distant or anything, but He was just so quiet. However, He did laugh after I said that. He has such a God Laugh. I mean He is God so couldn’t expect anything otherwise.

I decided to make a sandwich with the french fries and chicken strips, with a french fry on either side of one chicken strip. I remember thinking “Umm, I’m gonna need more sauce” . . . He then turns from His right hand side and brings out a big clear elegant bowl of Polynesian sauce and I thought “oh yeah, that’ll do it, thanks” . I dipped the so called sandwich in the bowl of sauce and told Him to take a bite and then He made a sandwich, idk how He does these things so quick but He made one and dipped it in the bowl of Polynesian sauce and it looked so good to me, hot and steamy dripping with sauce and I jokingly said “this is the healthiest sandwich ever” and He gently said, smiling “the healthiest”…

He pulled out of nowhere a gold chain necklace with rectangular spaces in the gold chain necklace and white little pearl balls in the middle of the rectangular spaces and then He put in around my neck over my white tee and I thought “Wow, He’s mixing royalty with casual” that’s perfect. He knows I don’t care for jewels and fancy material as much as I used to but I really think He just can’t help it. He needs to, these gifts are pulled straight out of His love and heart, He just can’t help Himself but to shower His brides with beautiful gifts.

Somehow it was nighttime again (love it!) I think He read my mind, He said “The angels have expanded their wings over the area”… It was more evening than dark. A sunset was in the distance making it a tiny bit of light. We were coming out of a terrain or woods or forest, whatever it was and He pulled back the leaves and we stepped onto a pool deck of a really nice getaway house almost a vacation house, you would see in Hawaii or SeaWorld. It was very modern. We walked around the pool and into the living room and it was beautiful. Everything was just so modern and casual and relaxing and then we sat on this reddish-orange looking wooden futon sofa and we were watching an “Angel movie” on the “TV” or whatever it was. The movie was about a male Angel who helped a poor, lame man up and the man hugged the Angel and smiled at him as they went walking down almost like a country farmhouse road with harvest plant pastures on either side of them. A women Angel came flying down and landed on the other side of the poor man and he smiled at her and then all of a sudden the man turned into a little kid! He was in the middle of the two angels holding each of their hands smiling up at them as if they were his parents. I couldn’t help myself the kid was just too cute. (I love little kids). I nudged his cheek with my finger and said “you are just too precious” and then the boy turned to us sitting on the futon and said “I love you” with a smile and then they walked down the road into the sunset and the movie ended.

I said “I’m never gonna leave this place, I’m gonna be right back here in the morning” … Jesus sighed and said “Oh, I hope so” as if He was longing to have me stay with Him. (It pains me that some of His brides do not carve out just a little time from their busy schedules to be with Him. That’s judging but that’s how I feel so, forgive me Lord, moving on). I then asked Him “do you wanna make some breakfast?” and He didn’t answer me. He just smiled and we stood up on the futon’s seat cushions and grabbed each other’s hands and stepped on the top of the backrest of the futon and stepped onto the ground and then walked to the kitchen (which was behind the futon). I opened up the fridge and it was SOO FULL almost over stocked, it was colorful because of all the foods in the fridge. But I was getting really tired 😦 when I was looking in the fridge, He hopped on the counter and sat there and then I walked over to Him and gave Him a hug and He lifted me up as if I were a kid and kissed me on my forehead and put me back down and the vision ended.

Believe it or not this all seemed to be 45min to an hour or less on earthly time. It is now the next morning and I keep hearing Terry’s song Praise Him the lyrics: To love and worship you, to listen to your voice. Just repeating over and over again in my head, so maybe He’s calling me back?

Love you guys! See you guys “soon” as He says.

A rapper in his early 20’s

Dancing The Waltz in Heaven


My Dream on 5/31/15

Please Use Discernment

Dancing the Waltz in Heaven

Hello my dear brothers and sisters in Christ. Last night I had a wonderful and amazing dream that I wanted to share with you today. God bless you! My Dream: Dancing the Waltz in Heaven In this unforgettable dream, I saw a huge Ballroom and it was beautifully ornate and captivating in its splendor and majesty. It took my breath away as I was in awe of what I was seeing. In this huge majestic ballroom I saw so many couples together and they were practicing the Waltz. The women were wearing their wedding dresses and the men were in their black tuxedos. Everyone looked splendid and so elegant as they were practicing the Waltz over and over again making sure they were doing it right. It seemed like it was a rehearsal and they were going over the dance and they were striving for perfection. The music was lovely and you could hear all the stringed instruments in the background playing the Waltz. The men and women dancing were all joyful and jubilant and there were so many people I had never seen before of all ages and creed. I also recall in the dream, that there were many tables and on these tables were a variety of sparkling jewels. I even saw gemstones on the floor as I was walking to and fro. In addition, I also saw gemstone earnings and necklaces all over the floor. It was a beautiful sight to behold. The jewels all around me were glowing! Also, I remember the dance ballroom was huge with crystal chandeliers all around hanging from the ceiling. Last but not least, I recall in another room, where there was another large group of people gathered and they were attentively listening to this lady who was in charge, and she was explaining to them what to take on a trip, like what attire to pack in your suitcase. It seemed in the dream there was going to be a trip they were going on and the they needed to be prepared. End of Dream:

Psalms 30:11 King James Version (KJV) Thou hast turned for me my mourning into dancing: thou hast put off my sackcloth, and girded me with gladness; Psalms 100:4 Enter into his gates with thanksgiving, and into his courts with praise: be thankful unto him, and bless his name. Psalms 149:3 King James Version (KJV) Let them praise his name in the dance: let them sing praises unto him with the timbrel and harp. Psalms 150:4 King James Version (KJV) Praise him with the timbrel and dance: praise him with stringed instruments and organs. Ecclesiastes 3:4 King James Version (KJV) A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;

Jeremiah 31:13 King James Version (KJV) Then shall the virgin rejoice in the dance, both young men and old together: for I will turn their mourning into joy, and will comfort them, and make them rejoice from their sorrow.