I started off in worship listening to Terry McAlmon’s song; I Surrender All. I was listening to it over and over again. I felt my heart open up and I was led to dwell in the Lord’s presence. I closed my eyes and saw Jesus sitting in front of me – the way He was sitting when He visited me in a dream. In the dream, we were in the desert and we were sitting on the ground in a criss-cross (pretzel) style sitting, you know? How children sometimes sit on the ground in class or something. I saw Him very clearly, His eyes were wide and tender and compassionate. He looked perfect, it was almost like a crystal clear blu-ray HD movie. He was sitting across from me when I heard a voice say “He loves you”…
For some reason, I was shy and tried to look at the ground but my eyes never got the chance, I felt Jesus lift up my chin. He got so close that I could only see His eyes and a little bit of His face and not His whole body, as before. He was so close that I felt Him breathe air into my nostrils as He did in Genesis with Adam; and then I woke up. It was very, very short! That dream was MONTHS ago.
On to last night, I was in worship dwelling and I subconsciously closed my eyes and had the biggest smile on my face. My face was a bit sore from all the smiling; it was a sweet moment like honey is. (I love honey, with warm butter on a nice toasty bagel, and drizzle the honey, mmm). Sorry, as you can see I love food as well. Moving on… I met Jesus at the place where we left off in the dream. It was a simple, plain desert setting. It felt like we were next to huge mountains. He just got up, I followed Him; it was like He opened a curtain into another scenery/world. I am a go-with-His-flow type of guy, so I don’t question when I see things like this. I’m just like “Okay, come on Jesus, what are you waiting for? Oh, me? Okay, come on!” Haha!
He opened the other world, you could say, and we walked right on through. I saw all these types of different animals. It was ‘nighttime’; I’ll get into that later. The stars were so clear, the grass so green and vivid and sharp, it was just amazing. You know those children books, how it sometimes shows a nighttime drawing? It was like that, but better! I love the nighttime, if it is peaceful and quiet and beautiful. I’ve always asked the Lord that I wanted blankets over us frequently. This was what I wanted but SO MUCH MORE, I honestly couldn’t believe it.
All of a sudden, it changed into sunset but the same scene and then I saw a baby polar bear running out of nowhere. I’ve told the Lord that I want a baby polar bear named Polar. Polar ran to me and jumped into my arms, it was soooo cute. It ran off into the sunset and then the Lord directed me to look to the left. Jesus is always quiet when I am with Him, for a reason unknown to me. He gently turned my cheek to the left and it was this ‘walkway’. You know, how there is a path and trees covering the path as a ruff? It’s usually tunnel shaped.
At the end of this walkway thing, was an antique house, which really isn’t my style. I wondered “Who’s house is that? It must be Mary’s or someone’s, but why would He take me here?” I later found out it was my writing house for my music. I thought, “A WHOLE HOUSE just to write with a pen and paper? I could just write in my palace on my bed but the palace is so modernized I wouldn’t get that authentic feel when writing as I am going to get with the house” Holy Spirit gave me that reason for the writing house. It wasn’t my taste of a house but it was very suitable and perfect for my authentic writing. He didn’t let me get close enough to see the rest of it, I only saw the 3 stairs of the outside and the screen door. It was a cute little antique house, not much bigger than a cottage. I’ll be surprised if it has an upstairs, I loved it for the writing as it was surrounded by nature.
Moving on, there was a wooden bench next to us while we were standing under this tree ruff walkway (idk the name of it LOL). We sat down and He had a plate of cake, on a plain white little plate with a normal sized square slice of vanilla cake with vanilla icing. (I asked Him if I can have my Heaven life be homey and casual) He fed me a bite of the cake, I didn’t really taste it that much. I put my head on His shoulder and He kissed my forehead. (By now, He still hasn’t said one word but I didn’t care, I didn’t talk much either). It got interrupted because of my fear and unbelief. The bench was facing these tall corn husk plants, I got scared that a black bear might come out and attack us and it did! Well, a black bear came out, it was all playful and cute AT FIRST but I let the enemy ruin everything and I saw the bear roar at us and stand on his two back legs as if it wanted to eat us, so Jesus cut it short.
However, I have lots of free time, so I begged Jesus to bring me back. I begged Him! Later on, I made food and ate lunch then I said the binding prayer on your channel. It’s so convenient it covers a lot; repentance (we just add to it), thanksgiving, and a little praise to Jesus. Continuing, I begin to worship Him. I heard Him say; “You don’t have to beg, just ask” in a sweet small voice. My eyes closed shut again while listening to Terry, I saw myself waiting on the Lord to meet me at this buckwheat harvest field and I didn’t know if He was gonna show up because it’s not my choice, it’s His. I just thought “Hmm, what if He stands me up? Oh well, I would wait a million years”.
All of a sudden, I started backflipping and frontflipping, doing all kinds of crazy things and landed PERFECTLY on my feet. I guess I thought; “I might as well do something while I’m here”. . Idk what came over me, I didn’t even think about moving at first, it was all Jesus. I flipped again, I was high up in the air; I looked down and saw beautiful Jesus standing there looking up at me (I don’t even think He was smiling, He’s always shy and so quiet). I see Him and He wasted NO TIME. I didn’t even get a chance to say hi and land on my feet. I feel like, He just grabbed me in the air and we went on about our ‘day’. .
We carried on, somehow ended up at the beach. We just fell to the sand and He rested His face into my shoulder and started crying. I grabbed Him and comforted Him. I said “Okay, Jesus, it’s okay, Father, it is surely gonna be okay” and then He grabbed my head and continued weeping (I have a feeling He wanted to cry some more but didn’t wanna be ‘rude’ on our ‘date’). . He stood up, stretched out His hand to pull me up out of the sand; we then walked on the water. It was so cool but unbelief started slipping into my mind, but I rebuked it and kept going. I really felt as though He was really losing me and then I thought “Are you kidding? He just cried to you, are you really gonna let unbelief snatch you out of His arms? He needs you more than ever”.
I felt it was His grace from Him seeing me really trying to fight the unbelief that kept me with Him (Thank sweet Honey God). It turned to ‘nighttime’ again and we were suddenly ice skating! I know you and Ezekiel LOVE ice skating with the Lord. It’s not really my thing, but He made it soooo fun! I was spinning around, doing flips and tricks. I was watching Jesus do all these twisty things and fear started entering my head. I thought “what if I hit Him or He hits me with a blade???” (Even though I knew it was impossible, even if it did happen, it wouldn’t affect anything but these thoughts are so hard to control sometimes). He had so much patience and grace (He is just so wonderful). We got rid of the skates, we didn’t need them anymore. We continued skating for a little, then we had a big finish where He held me in His arms like they do at the end of tangos and ‘leaned’ me to near the ground. We gazed in each other’s eyes and He kissed me on my forehead. (It was shocking to me because I’m a guy and didn’t know if I was in the right vision, but Holy Spirit told me that He was just a Dad having fun with and loving His son/creation).
He was wearing a black v-neck type ice skating suit with diamonds, He looked all fancy and stuff. I couldn’t see what I was wearing, come to think of it, I only see Him in these visions but I feel me there, same as the dream. After skating with the Lord, I ended up in some Italian looking antique very small town something that you would see in the old western times. There were actual people there, it was almost western setting mixed with modern because I went into a modern looking café with wooden tables and medal ‘pour thingies’ with the milk and cream and stuff. I went to order my drink. If I am not mistaken, I think I saw an Angel behind the ‘cash register’ for a second but I didn’t have to pay anything for my drink. (I told the Lord I wanted my life in Heaven to be very casual, trying not to sound ungrateful. I want to do everything manually, for an example, I don’t just want a drink to pop up in my hand; I wanna go into town and get it or make it.
I told the “Angel?” what I wanted to drink. I put question marks around Angel because when I looked away for a second and looked back, it was nothing there but a bright light. Idk WHO that was, all I know is that I wanted my drink!! LOL… I ordered a cotton candy frappe (No coffee in it. It’s just strawberry syrup and vanilla creme syrup mixed with ice). I went over to the sugar and cream condiment station and then realized I ordered a cotton candy frappe. I said to myself “Why am I over here? I don’t need this” haha. I THOUGHT I saw Jesus coming from the little hallway, where there are usually bathrooms and manager offices or something here on earth, but it was just a back door and wooden modern walls. It was a cute little cafe but I thought I saw Him come out of the hallway, so I smiled and turned to Him somehow He disappeared?
So I left the cafe. This whole time I was ‘alone’ walking the town by myself. I mean there were people around me, and they were very friendly but no one seemed to speak to me except the ‘cashier lady’, it was almost as if I were invisible but as I said, the people were very friendly; smiling and talking and walking with each other and the cashier lady had a pretty smile and was very sweet, so it was all good. I’m just walking sipping my lovely drink all happy, by ‘myself’ when all of a sudden, I look to the right and here is Jesus on a two man seater, red bicycle as if He was with me this whole time. He’s so funny! He came out of nowhere, as if He were saying “Oh, Hey! Fancy seeing you here!” I said, “JESUS! You are something else! HAHAHA!” . . He makes a notion with His head as if He were saying “hop on”; come to think of it, He still hasn’t said a WORD!? This whole time??? Yet, He was so friendly and gentle and sweet and nice, I don’t think He was disappointed with me. His smiles were shy and soft but I didn’t really mind either way.
Moving on… He was peddling the bicycle when all of a sudden, we were riding high in the sky. It was so beautiful. It felt like we were right next to a beautiful sunset. We ended up on this rocky mountain island, in the middle of a beautiful forest. It was like the grand canyon mixed with terrain/ rain forests. If you have ever seen the movie Avatar, where they were flying all around through rocks and canyons and forests and stuff, it looked similar to that. I saw what I was wearing. I was wearing blue jeans, a white tee shirt, and Sperry looking boat shoes and Jesus was wearing a black ball cap, a white button up shirt and the collar was unbuttoned about 3 buttons down and His sleeves were rolled up just above His elbows and He was wearing cargo shorts with boat shoes. (He was definitely fulfilling my casual desires haha).
We jumped off the cliff and started flying, it was awesome; we were just holding each other’s hands with our other arms stretched out before us making a super hero flying motion or position, it was so funny and so cool. Unbelief started seeping in again but I kicked it right back out, this was too fun and I felt ‘lunch time’ coming so I was NOT about to miss THAT. That’s for sure! We ended up picking another island rocky mountain that shot straight up into the air with a smoothed out surface and we sat on the ledge. You will not BELIEVE what Father and I had for lunch! Guess….. Okay I’ll tell you; it was CHICK FIL A!!! I couldn’t believe it either. It wasn’t in the containers and the logo for Chick-Fil-A was nowhere to be found. He pulled from the right side of Him a silver platter with a MOUNTAIN of Chick-Fil-A chicken strips. I didn’t see the logo anywhere but I just knew it was a recipe similar to Chick-Fil-A but WOW it was sooo much better. It was more peppery, and more sweet and SOOOO juicy, crispy, tender, hot and steamy… I need to go back!!
I didn’t feel it go down to my stomach, but I tasted it and it was sooo good. Along with that platter of chicken strips, were a platter of their famous waffle fries and He still has not said a word. I grab a chicken strip (I wanted to devour them ALL but when I tried I was losing connection to being with Him. I was being greedy but somehow one bite every now and then was satisfying, nothing like earth!). There was a platter of opened, lid-less containers of their yummy tangy sweet Polynesian sauce (still no logo, just containers that were already completely unlidded and opened, sorry I’m making up words LOL). I grabbed a chicken strip and dipped in the Polynesian sauce and I fed Him or the other way around? I can’t remember? I just remember feeding Him, I dipped in the sauce and said “Hm (*a HERE gesturing notion*) take a bite” . . . He did. Then He somehow grabbed a chicken strip without me noticing and dipped it in the sauce and fed me as well. I thought “Didn’t this come with french fries????”. . . I looked over to my right and grabbed the french fry platter and plopped it on my lap and said “Can’t forget about THESE!” and then FINALLY He laughed!! It was the most cheerful laugh, nice and strong and manly haha. It was lovely and His teeth were so perfect. That took a while, maybe He was still sad? 😦 He wasn’t being distant or anything, but He was just so quiet. However, He did laugh after I said that. He has such a God Laugh. I mean He is God so couldn’t expect anything otherwise.
I decided to make a sandwich with the french fries and chicken strips, with a french fry on either side of one chicken strip. I remember thinking “Umm, I’m gonna need more sauce” . . . He then turns from His right hand side and brings out a big clear elegant bowl of Polynesian sauce and I thought “oh yeah, that’ll do it, thanks” . I dipped the so called sandwich in the bowl of sauce and told Him to take a bite and then He made a sandwich, idk how He does these things so quick but He made one and dipped it in the bowl of Polynesian sauce and it looked so good to me, hot and steamy dripping with sauce and I jokingly said “this is the healthiest sandwich ever” and He gently said, smiling “the healthiest”…
He pulled out of nowhere a gold chain necklace with rectangular spaces in the gold chain necklace and white little pearl balls in the middle of the rectangular spaces and then He put in around my neck over my white tee and I thought “Wow, He’s mixing royalty with casual” that’s perfect. He knows I don’t care for jewels and fancy material as much as I used to but I really think He just can’t help it. He needs to, these gifts are pulled straight out of His love and heart, He just can’t help Himself but to shower His brides with beautiful gifts.
Somehow it was nighttime again (love it!) I think He read my mind, He said “The angels have expanded their wings over the area”… It was more evening than dark. A sunset was in the distance making it a tiny bit of light. We were coming out of a terrain or woods or forest, whatever it was and He pulled back the leaves and we stepped onto a pool deck of a really nice getaway house almost a vacation house, you would see in Hawaii or SeaWorld. It was very modern. We walked around the pool and into the living room and it was beautiful. Everything was just so modern and casual and relaxing and then we sat on this reddish-orange looking wooden futon sofa and we were watching an “Angel movie” on the “TV” or whatever it was. The movie was about a male Angel who helped a poor, lame man up and the man hugged the Angel and smiled at him as they went walking down almost like a country farmhouse road with harvest plant pastures on either side of them. A women Angel came flying down and landed on the other side of the poor man and he smiled at her and then all of a sudden the man turned into a little kid! He was in the middle of the two angels holding each of their hands smiling up at them as if they were his parents. I couldn’t help myself the kid was just too cute. (I love little kids). I nudged his cheek with my finger and said “you are just too precious” and then the boy turned to us sitting on the futon and said “I love you” with a smile and then they walked down the road into the sunset and the movie ended.
I said “I’m never gonna leave this place, I’m gonna be right back here in the morning” … Jesus sighed and said “Oh, I hope so” as if He was longing to have me stay with Him. (It pains me that some of His brides do not carve out just a little time from their busy schedules to be with Him. That’s judging but that’s how I feel so, forgive me Lord, moving on). I then asked Him “do you wanna make some breakfast?” and He didn’t answer me. He just smiled and we stood up on the futon’s seat cushions and grabbed each other’s hands and stepped on the top of the backrest of the futon and stepped onto the ground and then walked to the kitchen (which was behind the futon). I opened up the fridge and it was SOO FULL almost over stocked, it was colorful because of all the foods in the fridge. But I was getting really tired 😦 when I was looking in the fridge, He hopped on the counter and sat there and then I walked over to Him and gave Him a hug and He lifted me up as if I were a kid and kissed me on my forehead and put me back down and the vision ended.
Believe it or not this all seemed to be 45min to an hour or less on earthly time. It is now the next morning and I keep hearing Terry’s song Praise Him the lyrics: To love and worship you, to listen to your voice. Just repeating over and over again in my head, so maybe He’s calling me back?
Love you guys! See you guys “soon” as He says.
A rapper in his early 20’s