I just want to add my prayers to the many already in your corner. I pray that you and Ezekiel receive the strength you need to deal with whatever you must. If it is the Lord’s will, I certainly hope that Ezekiel feels better! If He needs to use our suffering for His own ends, then I pray for your husband to receive the strength, grace, and mercy he needs, until this difficult time is over. I will pray for him every day.
I need to thank you for giving voice to your faults, Clare, which sound — oh, so much — like my own that it’s scary. 🙂 I was SO happy (and please don’t take this the wrong way 🙂 ) to hear that I was not the only one to experience these stumbling blocks. Sometimes I think that I am the only one to have these issues…like everyone received “the manual” but me. 🙂 It really helped me to hear that you struggle with many of the same issues that I do. Thank you for being human enough to admit how human you are.
I can only imagine how difficult it is to “keep the ship afloat.” I pray that you receive whatever it is that you need to do just that. 🙂 And maintain your peace, when I know how painful it is for you to continue to wait.
I can only say that I have absolutely NO doubt that the Lord led me to your channel. I had absolutely no reason to be there. At a time when I was especially lost and in pain. And I KNOW is that if He had come for His Bride then, I would surely have missed everything…including the fact that He was really coming!! I have been clueless, searching, and in pain, both physically and spiritually, for so long, and I had no idea that Jesus Christ was the perfect fit to the ever-growing hole in my heart. I had no clue.
Now I am forever grateful to have the opportunity — short though it may be — to try to live as He would want me to; to rest my head in his heart (I use my imagination for this one); to break away from the world (harder than I thought). This is all new to me, but, as I stumble along, I am trying my best. I, for one, am grateful to you and Ezekiel, because I know that you both want to go and wish that the Rapture would arrive….but please know that I am one of those very souls that the Lord has asked you to wait for…and I truly appreciate it. 🙂
I am still trying to figure out how to divorce myself from the world, while, at the same time, give away everything that I was told by others to stock up on. It seems that I did quite a bit of stocking!
I wish you both the very best. You are in my prayers