Archive | May 11, 2015

I’m Glad You’re Mine

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DREAM 8:18am May 11, 2015 There was a discussion about what colors and kinds of painting styles were most liked. Then a song sung as loud as could be sung while strumming a guitar, “I’m glad you’re mine, I’m glad your mine, I’m glad you’re mine, I’m glad you’re mine, I’m glad you’re mine”. Over and over until I just woke up. What an awesome dream. Now if my cardinals would come by like they have I would be most pleased. 🙂
~Kevin Bos

He Endured Hell On Earth .. for Us

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I have always KNOWN that the Shroud of Turin was Yeshua/Jesus but seeing Him alive He looks very different.  I know in my spirit that satan threw EVERYTHING he had at Jesus leading up to and on the cross.  Whatever films we have seen bear NO resemblance to the truth because it would have been demonic warfare and satan was utterly out to destroy Him.  The bible says in the psalms that He did not even look like a man He was so disfigured by His beatings………….too awful to imagine.  In my 40’s I  had a vision of Jesus on the Cross – I was standing at His feet looking up at Him – His face was black with dried blood – His hair hanging down also was full of blood.  I could only see His eyes in the blackness which were so full of pain and ABSOLUTE AGONY and yet He spoke to my mind and said “its ok my love don’t cry –  its nearly finished ”  His look was like an electric shock through my body it filled me with an assurance of His great love for me and He was COMFORTING ME at that terrible time – I can tell you it utterly destroyed SELF and ego and even though I had been a christian for 25 years it was the first time I BELIEVED He really did love me.  I still cannot tell people about it without crying.  Do you know that they pulled out His Beard!!! agony and those thorns are about 2inches long pressing into His skull…………..I think He will soon be sick of all our kisses when we all arrive in Heaven 😀  He is beyond beautiful truly the DARLING OF HEAVEN..’
A VISION OF THE CROSS:
A few years ago  whilst in prayer Jesus asked me, “have you ever come to the foot of My cross” I was shocked and frightened and I said I had often looked at Him on the cross…….but He said NO have you ever come to the foot and looked up………I started crying immediately and said no I hadn’t…….He then led me in prayer through His Holy Spirit to go back in time and walk right up to His cross……I didn’t look up at first – I was too emotional and SCARED – I felt too unworthy and was afraid of seeing His judgement of me or even worse His disappointment in me!
I never looked up – I stood at His feet looking down at them covered in blood – the nail in them – and His Blood fell down on me. The cross wasn’t as high as I had imagined and I was much closer to Him than I had expected to be. I could feel His Blood cleansing me as it fell upon me even as I cried and looked at those poor feet and kissed them and I laid my head on them and just wept. And then I found the courage to look up – it was like an electric shock that pierced my soul like nothing that I can explain or put into words my whole being was pierced and truly shocked! As I looked up into His face with His hair hanging down around it…….covered in blood and blackened He was in such terrible pain and so exhausted but what shocked me was the LOOK in His eyes!!! There was such LOVE IN HIS EYES TOWARDS ME I truly never expected that look – it DESTROYED me. And also in His look He was telling me that everything would be alright – that it was nearly done!
In that second I knew that HE KNEW ME and that HE LOVED ME UTTERLY.
That vision changed my life and still has the same effect on me every time I recall it – I try and share it with people even though its hard to because it always makes me feel so destroyed each time. IT DESTROYS every false thing in me – every sin – every negative and crucifies self over and over and removes EVERY obstacle between Him and I. I can’t explain to you how much He loves us – there are no words that can – but maybe if you ask to go in prayer to that same place He will show you too?
Debbie Holland 14/02/10
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Apple Blossom Tenderness

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“Thank you Clare for this message – we so need to let go of this world and all the clever distractions of the devils of satan. It is exciting to think that we are being asked to prepare this week as Pentecost is coming ……. The church was birthed at Pentecost and MAYBE she will be taken then also?  I was with the Lord last night He took me by the hand and led me to a river bank and to a large weeping tree covered in apple blossom it was so beautiful and fragrant.  He parted the branches and we went inside the hanging branches.  Inside it was about 2 feet deep in blossoms we lay together in the blossoms and looked at each other.  He heaped the blossoms around my head like a pillow and then I did the same for Him.  It was very romantic and beautiful.  The smell was intoxicating.  We stayed there for ages talking in our private chamber, playing and throwing blossoms on each other and then talking seriously again and then just being tender towards each other.  I lay with my head on His chest and told Him that of all the beautiful amazing places He had already shown me – rooms in my mansion etc this place was the best and so very beautiful – peaceful and pure.  The eye has not seen nor the heart percieved the things that the Lord has prepared for His Bride xxx Shalom brothers and sisters  He is very near to us all xxx”

Debra Holland

The Long, Long Staircase

I had a dream where I was in a big rock cave. I looked down at my dress/robe. It was all white but when I moved it would glitter. I felt the Lord behind me. I was dancing like a little girl. Spreading the robe out and twirling and saying look at the pretty stairs-to-heavendress Jesus gave me! I looked over to the left and there was a long long staircase with people I knew. I went dancing over to them..hugging them with joy at seeing them!

After seeing about 5 or 6 people I realized they disappeared after seeing me..this confused me…I said Oh no Lord they can’t be coming to see me..I am just an old nurse..one who sinned so much..you must want Billy Graham or someone holier..not me! I am a nobody…I woke up.

About three months later I was praying and I told Him I would do whatever He said but I am pretty dumb and can’t remember verses or where they are..After I surrendered my fear..He said. Those are just the people you helped in your lifetime Debbie..I cried and cried..I love Jesus so much and have always felt so inept, so inadequate to be His bride…Since then I have received the joy that only He can give. I look forward to running into His arms!!! Come soon !!

March 2015 Message from Jesus to Patricia Owens.

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This message was given to my friend (and friend of Clare and Ezekiel) Patricia Owens on March 14-15, at 6:06 pm.   Patricia is a very open person who shares whatever the Lord speaks to her if it will draw others closer to Jesus..   so she will be overjoyed that I’m sharing this here.   The Lord kept impressing on my heart to post this here today…  I almost forgot to do this but I felt Him remind me:

SPEAKS TO ME NOW….: FROM JESUS – 6:06 MARCH 14 -15

PATRICIA! HOW THIS SPEAKS TO YOUR HEART…IT IS EVERYTHING I WANT YOU AND THE OTHERS TO KNOW! MY SPECIAL GROUP OF ‘LOVERS”…….ONES SO CLOSE TO MY HEART IN A VERY VERY SPECIAL WAY! THIS MESSAGE SPEAKS TO YOU..TO YOU ALL!

CAN I PRESS ENOUGH IN SAYING…STAY CLOSE TO ME…..DESPERATELY CLOSE TO ME!

NEVER MIND WHAT IS HAPPENING IN THE WORLD! NOW YOU KNOW….YOU HAVE SEEN AND WILL SEE….SITUATIONS STILL. LET NOTHING DISWAY YOU. ..OR DISTURB YOUR PEACE OF SOUL…..TRUST AND THROW YOURSELVES INTO MY LOVING SECURE ARMS….I NEVER LEAVE ANY OF YOU ALONE..NEVER..YOU ARE MINE..AND MINE FOR ALL ETERNITY! I KNOW YOUR HEARTS! I KNOW…SO HAVE NO FEAR..THAT I EVER LEAVE YOU…..HOW COULD I? I AM THE BRIDEGROOM OF YOUR SOULS! I ….AM….THE ..BRIDEGROOM….I AM THE KING..YOU ARE ESPOUSED TO A KING..THE KING AND CREATOR OF ALL THE UNIVERSE…OF ALL CREATION..HOW POWERFUL AND SURE IS MY LOVE? HOW STRONG AND EVERLASTING (TEARS)….IS THERE ANYTHING IN ME…THAT YOU COULD NOT TRUST??? I WILL BRING YOU ALL FORTH..TO DO MY WILL..TO REACH OTHERS. .YOUR PRAYERS ARE MOST POWERFUL…THEY ARE….NEVER UNDERESTIMATE THE POWER OF PRAYER…YOUR PRAYERS, MY BELOVED ONES! {OH HE IS TALKING SO FAST!}

I AM….IS ALWAYS WITH YOU…. MORE THAN YOU CAN REALIZE…..YOU MUST BELIEVE THIS NO MATTER WHAT YOU SEE OR FEEL…..THE MOST IMPORTANT THING MY LOVES….IS THAT I LOVE YOU AND HAVE YOU IN THE PALM OF MY HANDS…..YOU NEED FEAR NOTHING! I HAVE YOU.. DO YOU FULLY GRASP WHAT THAT MEANS? YOU ARE MINE AND I AM YOURS. FOR TIME AND ETERNITY. AND ETERNITY IS CLOSE. YOU CAN FEEL THIS IN YOUR SPIRITS…..YES….I AM CLOSE. TRUST, LOVE, BELIEVE..HOLD ON! YOU HAVE ME AND I HAVE YOU. WHAT MORE COULD BE MORE PERFECT? LOVE..OUR LOVE…BEING IN LOVE…THE BRIDEGROOM COMES…. HE COMES..FOR HIS LOVING AND TRUSTING BRIDE. I DON’T LEAVE YOU MY LOVES…DON’T LEAVE ME..EVER! NOT NOW…..I NEED YOUR LOVE…. AND I CAN FEEL….YOU NEED MINE…. SO LET LOVE REIGN….OUR LOVE! OUR LOVE!

YOUR JESUS WHO LOVES YOU AS YOU WILL NEVER KNOW LOVE AGAIN! EVER!

On the Other Side of the Window

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Early in the 1990’s I had this very real joyful dream I believe came from the Lord which gave me a glimpse of Heaven.     In this dream I was walking through a grey carpeted hallway.. it looked like a workplace of some kind., and actually looks like where I work right now to come to think of it.     Finally I came to a room with a wall-to-wall window.   At the corner of the window and room looking sadly through that window was a woman and two or three men .  They were cast in grey. They had no color about them.   My impression was that they were deceased.    I was the only one in that room out of the three other people who was in full color.

On the other side of this window was Paradise.    The river of living water was flowing throughout and there was vibrant grass, brilliant flowers and trees..  it looked like a Garden!..  and I looked out that window crying tears of Joy.. that I was able to see this at LAST!  and that Heaven is definitely REAL!    I was literally bawling tears of joy but the people who were grey in color looked sad .. that they were not able to cross over into this beautiful Place.   The woman looked at me with a sad hopeless look and I looked at her like, “what is wrong, we can be happy!”

The dream ended and I woke up with a feeling of peace.   I wrote to my pastor in NY about this dream and he was overjoyed to hear it.. and said it was truly a spiritual dream from the Lord.  I asked him if the people in the dream were ghosts, and he told me not to speculate but the Lord will one day reveal it.    I am often led to pray for those three people even now.     The one woman actually looks very much like a woman who works there that I know.   The window looks just like the window in our company lunchroom, only when you look outside our lunchroom you don’t see Paradise..lol!

“Blessed Are Those Who Don’t See Yet Believe”

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I asked the Lord if He would give me something to post on this blog to encourage those who love our Lord, who do not , as yet, receive visions, hear Him speak clearly, or other spiritual experiences many do receive.       For many who do receive these gifts, they are always in danger of taking them for granted and becoming too “used” to them…  which offends our Lord.    Also,  the Lord may choose to withhold these kinds of experiences from us because He is doing a deeper work within our spirits where our inner faith is being strengthened.       When Thomas refused to believe Jesus actually resurrected unless he saw for himself, Jesus appeared to Him fully in His body and had him touch his wounds…  and told him, “Blessed is he who does not see yet believes.”    The Lord wants us to come to that condition spiritually where we are not dependent on His gifts, but on HIM.     Eventually He will surprise you with a surprise message, dream, even a vision.. but it won’t be when we expect it or on our terms.. but on His terms and in His wisdom.

His withholding these experiences does not mean he loves you less than others or that you are of no  use to Him.  He is working in you differently than others and the inner work needs to be done first.    Not to mention that often when His servants receive a dramatic message from the Lord, they often undergo a trial before or afterward to ground them.   A friend of mine who is given messages from the Lord shared with me how she knows she will be getting a powerful message soon from the Lord when all “Hell ” breaks loose in her personal life beforehand.   St. Paul received his ‘thorn in the flesh” to ground him spiritually due to all the breathless revelations and transports he was given by the Lord.  Eventually we are all going to either die, or the Lord will return first, so then there will be no more need for visions or dreams!  We will see Him face to face and “Oh what a beautiful Day, when the Veil of ourselves will be taken away!”

I asked our Lord if He would give me confirmation on this message from His words recorded in “He and I” and “Jesus Calling”  and wow, did He ever give me confirmation!

“…In everything imitate your God. Ask Him to help you understand Him better.  Until your soul leaves your body, you will not have seen God, but you will have come to know Him better than by sight, and from this knowledge will be born an immense  yearning to possess Him.”

The Lord also unexpectedly had me open up to this from “Jesus Calling”:

“Stop judging and evaluating yourself for this is not your role.  Above all, stop comparing yourself with other people.  This produces feelings of pride or inferiority;  sometimes a mixture of both.  I lead each of My children along a path that is uniquely tailor-made for him or her. Comparing is not only wrong, it is meaningless…When I discipline you, it is never in anger or disgust.  It is to prepare you for face to Face  fellowship with Me for all eternity.  Immerse yourself in My loving  Presence.  Be receptive to My affirmation which flows continually from the Throne of Grace.”

Wow, talk about Him confirming as well as Him hearing all of our thoughts!   So don’t let the Enemy or your own soul make you feel God could care less about you since you (at this time) don’t seem to be getting anything “supernatural” as some do.    Eventually we will all be with Him if we are faithful in the little things He places before us day by day. ♥

lisa -God’s piece of work .. in progress