The Temple of Self or the Temple of The Holy Spirit


The young annointed king David was chosen by God to be the rightful king over Israel. King Saul was whom the people of Israel chose.., so that they could be like all of the other nations. After a series of disobediences by Saul, the Lord took the kingdom from him and gave it to whom HE chose- David, who God called “a man after My own Heart”. God still annointed Saul in the beginning , to where Saul was even given the gift of prophecy, but by degrees, Saul chose his own way over God’s way. By appearances he honored God, but in his heart, he elevated himself over God. In fact, Saul even had a monument erected for himself.– not to honor God, but to honor himself. (1 Samuel 15:12 )

When Samuel directed Saul (through the Holy Spirit) , he only half obeyed God’s leading, and made sure that with his partial obedience, he also snuck in his own choices as he saw fit. An example of this is when God , through Samuel, directed him to totally slay the Amalekites (including their herds) in battle, yet while he slayed the Amalekites, he spared the best of their herds for animal sacrifices as well as sparing the king of the Amelakites. When Samuel called him on this, he made excuses and only superficially repented after he was backed into a corner by Samuel. Saying: “The soldiers took sheep and cattle from the plunder, the best of what was devoted to God, in order to sacrifice them to the Lord your God at Gilgal.” Notice how Saul refers to God, not as HIS God, but Samuel’s God when he says, “your God”.

After Samuel told him that God was going to remove the Kingdom from him, and give it to another who the Lord was more pleased with, Saul repented.. but only to save face before the people. “Saul replied, “I have sinned. But please honor me before the elders of my people and before Israel; come back with me, so that I may worship the Lord your God.”

We know that by degrees, Saul kept on making his own choices apart from God.. even contacting a witch after Samuel died, instead of praying to God for advice… so that he eventually opened himself up to demon attachment to where young David had to play soothing hymns on his harp to soothe Saul’s anxiety. Saul , who was at one time blessed by the Holy Spirit and given the gift of prophecy when first annointed king, but who, through his own continous acts of disobedience, pushed the Holy Spirit out of his own heart. Leaving a vaccum where God used to reside, demonic entities took over and Saul resembled king Herod more than someone who was at one time annointed by God. He became prey to fits of jealousy and rage… especially toward David whom he realized was to be the future king to take his place.. the one God told Samuel about. Hearing the local villagers applaud David after he slew Goliath, and singing in the streets, “Saul slew thousands but David Ten Thousands”, this created more thorns of jealousy in his heart that grew into hate toward David.

Samuel confirmed to David that he was to be the king over Isreal , but David refused to take that position until GOD would choose HIS timing. Until then, David lived as an exile, with men who committed themselves to following him. Many opportunities came for David to slay Saul , who continuously chased after him with an army of men to kill him.., but he refused to slay him… even contradicting his own faithful advisors.. His Advisor was the Holy Spirit. “

In 1 Samuel 24, we read: “He came to the sheep pens along the way; a cave was there, and Saul went in to relieve himself. David and his men were far back in the cave.  The men said, “This is the day the Lord spoke of when he said to you, ‘I will give your enemy into your hands for you to deal with as you wish.’” Then David crept up unnoticed and cut off a corner of Saul’s robe. Afterward, David was conscience-stricken for having cut off a corner of his robe.   He said to his men, “The Lord forbid that I should do such a thing to my master, the Lord’s anointed, or lay my hand on him; for he is the anointed of the Lord.”  With these words David sharply rebuked his men and did not allow them to attack Saul. And Saul left the cave and went his way.”

Nevertheless, after David revealed to Saul later that he could have killed him, but refused to , and even honored Saul by laying prostrate before him., there was a degree of compuction by Saul.. but in time, he allowed the Dark Side to win over and he resorted back to his old hate, continuing to hunt David down and forcing him to live as a future king in exile.

Only until the Death of Saul, did David become the king over Israel. The heart David had was so full of the love of God, that he wept over Saul’s death… in spite of the fact that Saul hated him.

The difference between Saul and David is.. that while David made his moral mistakes, he allowed the Holy Spirit to convict and renew his heart, and he never made that same mistake again. “Make within me a clean heart, my God, and renew a right spirit within me.” He would pray. Saul didnt make the same moral mistakes before others… noone could point a finger on him for anything immoral, yet his heart refused to yield over to the Holy Spirit , thinking he was good enough and as long as he looked holy enough before the people, that was the important thing. He didnt realize that He needed to be sanctified and holy before God First, and have God’s approval… not the approval of the people. David lost approval from his own people on various occasions.. rebuking his men for advising him to slay Saul, and going against what seemed the right thing to do , so that he could do what GOD desired of him… cost what it may. His followers were tired of constantly running from Saul and wanted David to finally kill this king once and for all .. partly so that they could stop running and hiding. David never forced anyone to follow him, yet when they tried to influence his decisions, he never conceded with them if it meant disobeying what God’s Spirit desired of him.

God was at home in David’s heart. Saul’s heart did not leave any room for God’s Spirit to dwell so that , by degrees, demonic entities took Saul’s heart over. Saul made a monument to honor himself, yet David desired to build a Temple to honor GOD alone. But God was already at home in David’s heart. He was already the Temple of the Lord … pleased at David’s love for Him, he permitted David’s future Temple.. but only that it would not be built by David but by his son, Solomon.

Like king David, our Lord Jesus Christ is also a young king in Exile awaiting the Day of the Father when He can build His Father’s Kingdom on this Earth, as in Heaven. As of now, His Kingdom is being built in the hearts of those who receive the Holy Spirit’s full way within them.

St. Therese of Lisuex was led to share once, “Our Lord does not come down from Heaven every day to lie in a golden ciborium. He comes to find another heaven which is infinitely dearer to Him -the heaven of our souls.”  If you look within the eyes of St. Therese of Lisuex, and others who follow our Lord , you see our King in Exile looking out through their eyes because they , like king David, made room for Him. These souls are His Temple that He may rest His head; The eyes are the mirror of one’s soul, and through His Temple, you can see the Light of our King shine forth. They are One with Him.

Examples of our Lord shining from the eyes of His Body:


Spiritual Aunts & Uncles For The Abused Children

Beloved friends,

Jesus has urged me to share with you the joy I’m finding in lovingly encouraging trafficked children. I hesitated a while before committing myself to this, and wrote to Mother Clare about 18 months ago. This was her reply:

Your heart is for the children, just ask the Lord, “Send them to me Lord, I will comfort them.”  That’s all it takes and you may start to see them.  I saw them today.  Be very still, quiet and calm and listen, look, expecting to see or hear something.  Do not write it off to imagination when you see something, take it as the real deal.”

Mother Clare

Before sharing my testimony, I’m including excerpts from Mother Clare’s messages:

“My dear ones, you cannot imagine the plight these children are in. Their minds are so warped and twisted by fear, they cannot reason enough to escape their situation. They have the threat of being killed held over their heads. In some cases, even their families are being threatened if they do not comply. It is a wicked, evil system Satan has given these men to control vulnerable souls, making them victims of the most deplorable exploitation ever known to mankind…

“Then the Lord began to speak to me, “I want you to spiritually adopt trafficked children,” He began. “You are well aware of the horrible kidnapping, selling, and trafficking of poor innocent children throughout the world in many places. Not only are they taken from their parents and siblings, which in itself is terrorizing enough. But after being sold, they are beaten severely to make them submit, from the very first moment, to the unspeakable sexual abuse and painful violation of their tender little bodies.

“Some of you, yourselves, were subjected to terrible abuse and neglect when you were young, as well–and you know how devastating it was to you, even up into your adult years.

“I appeal to you now. Please work with Me to rescue, comfort, and heal these precious children and young adults who are daily victims of unbelievable terror and extreme pain; crying, begging, and pleading day and night for someone to PLEASE help them.

“They are constantly in a state of tremendous fear, as some are kept in chicken-wire cages, others in basements, cold, malnourished, and dehydrated. The only time they see the light of day is when they are dragged out, roughly washed, put in nice dresses with no under covering, and driven to clandestine motel rooms, where one or more drunken “customers” are just waiting to use and abuse them repeatedly. To hear the full messages click the links:

#. Spiritually Adopt a Trafficked Child. (Dec 16, 2017)
#. Difficult Days: Persevere. (Jan 22, 2018)
This is how I began: It was a huge leap of faith for me. One day I took a deep breath and said, “Hello children, this is Auntie Pam!” To my delight, a little voice answered!
At first I talked to the children very simply about Jesus and how much He loves them. And I prayed with them, assuring them that many other people are also praying for them. I said I would talk to them again the next day. A day or so later the children said, “We’ve told Jesus about you!” It was such a natural thing for little ones to say, and I think it was from that point that I was no longer tempted to doubt whether it was really happening.
What a joy it is to minister like this!
Time with my little group early every morning now lasts half an hour or more. Jesus has been giving me some great ideas. He prompted me to encourage them to pray Psalm 91 every day. I asked if they had anything to write on; to my surprise they had. I dictated the whole Psalm verse at a time over the next couple of weeks, encouraging them to try to learn what they could. Chatting to Jesus about the children, I told Him I wondered if I was expecting too much of them. Jesus replied, “They are going to surprise you, Pam!” And they did—big time! How excited they were to show me that they had learned the whole Psalm —they were bursting with a sense of achievement!
Then Jesus wanted me to branch out and teach the Beatitudes and His parables to them. Today it was the 23rd parable that I read to them. Jesus joins me, encouraging them Himself. He has a personal Word for the children most days. I imitate Mother Clare, saying (before I go on air) “Do You have a word for Our precious children today, Lord?” I scribble it down before joining them. They are so thrilled that Jesus has given a word just for them that they often want me to dictate His every word.
I asked my tiny group if they know any children who don’t yet belong to Jesus. They did, and knew straightaway what they should do. They were soon introducing a newly saved friend to me.  Jesus calls them His “little missionaries.”
Before long Jesus led me to teach about Holy Spirit. The children struggled to get free in tongues at first.  Remembering how I had eventually only broken free myself after a monumental struggle, I told them I would say something in tongues, and I asked them to join in, explaining that Holy Spirit wouldn’t let them make a mistake, but He couldn’t give them their own prayer language until they opened their mouth! It worked beautifully!
The next development was that they were not only winning a soul occasionally but  also praying for their new Christian friend to be baptised in Holy Spirit. At first they called me in to get their newly saved friend free in tongues. Then they realised they didn’t need my help! I was so thrilled!
Another joyous time was when the children learned what Holy Spirit does when they sing in tongues together! The way He blends their individual melodies into one glorious harmony was a surprise to them. These children are such a joy to teach. They are like little sponges, soaking up everything.
The children have been taken to visit Heaven. They were so excited to tell me all about it. Jesus told me a little later to ask them to begin thinking about how they would like their homes in Heaven to be… would they like a pet? What colours would they like in their homes? What kind of furniture? Would they, like Auntie Pam, love to have a little stream running through their garden?
One day Jesus told me He had visited Our tiny group in Person while I was talking to them. They actually saw Him among them. Wow!
A delightful development 
It was a wonderfully uplifting addition to our precious times together when Jesus gave me the idea of teaching praise and worship songs, playing them for the children on my phone. First a couple of songs by Don Francisco, then several by John Michael Talbot. I threw out a challenge one day from Don Francisco’s song “I will praise You, O Lord, with all my heart.” When they had mastered the words, I challenged them to find out how many times Don Francisco sings “Hosanna!” The next day they told me it was thirty times: they were spot on! They particularly enjoy dancing to that song. Jesus told me that in Heaven they love to sing along with the children, and the Angels dance!
The old favourite ‘What a Friend We Have in Jesus’ is understandably very meaningful to my little group. I taught them on Forgiveness fairly near the beginning, making sure they had fully forgiven the wrong things being done to them.
My group currently consists of eight children. I don’t ask them personal questions so I’ve no idea where they are living. They asked me how old I am. They seemed surprised. I don’t have any problem getting down to their level… when God calls us to do something for Him, He will always equip us.
Growing in the Lord
I always ask what the children would like me to pray for with them. They have asked for help in learning Bible verses, and meeting another child to lead to Jesus. One day they said one of them had hurt her foot and could hardly walk. I asked them to lay hands on her poorly foot and pray in tongues and I would be praying in tongues too. To their great joy Jesus healed the foot there and then.
One day as I was asking what I could pray about for them, they asked, “May we pray for you, Auntie Pam?” I felt like crying, bearing in mind what horrific suffering these brave little souls face day after day, after day.
It is a humbling, indescribable privilege to learn from these beautiful little ones.  I had no preparation for this, apart from Mother Clare’s encouragement to “take it as the real deal.”  I did that…  and it was!
Could Jesus be calling you to be an Uncle or an Auntie?
God bless you.
Pam ❤


His Sufferings More Than Physical



When Jesus walked this Earth – from birth to His death by crucifixion, He experienced the greatest level of sensitivity and intuition far more than others..  Because of His total submission of Himself to the Father and Holy Spirit, His soulish and spiritual senses were /are far more enhanced .   Even as a child, Jesus had a more intense sensitivity.. knowing the Holy Spirit was leading Him to remain behind in the Temple even though Mary and Joseph left with the others back to Nazareth.

Due to the complete sensitivity and intuitiveness of His spirit and soul , Jesus continuously suffered on a level more than any of us know.  Even now, He  ever suffers  this way as He continues to share in every person’s individual pains and heartaches through every age to the end of this Dispensation when He fully sets up His Father’s Kingdom.    Knowing this, we can now understand Him when He said, “When you do it to the least of these, My children, you do it to Me.”

Not only as the Son of God, but also as the Son of Man, our Lord is a total complete Empath to the fullest degree.  He genuinely shares  what another person is experiencing along with them.   As the son of Man Who always allowed the Holy Spirit to open His ear morning by morning, His senses were  quickened to the fullest measure upon birth.

His great sensitivity cost Him much on a daily basis- especially around the crowds that thronged around Him where He could pick up every emotional vibe coming from every person clamoring for healing or curiosity.  He could keenly sense a person’s irritable emotions,  nervous energy, cynical disposition, judgemental vibes, impatience, and other attitudes of the unredeemed human soul.,  This bombardment of everyone’s “energies” is a form of “emotion pollution” that many of us are hardened to., but in which Jesus keenly felt at all times.   Still, He did not escape into the “Invisible” to get away from people.  His love is such that He faced it daily, at great cost to His own peace yet, nevertheless,  willingly as He denied Himself for love of the Father and compassion for others.

You may know of someone who has a greater degree of emotional sensitivity where they can’t stand being around groups of people …wether in a bus, a stadium, a concert or any crowd.  They pick up on everyone’s emotional vibes surrounding them and it overwhelms them emotionally.    Jesus can relate with the suffering of these people because as Son of Man, He experienced this continuously.  He did not seek to escape this suffering, but even in this, He ignored the discomfort for the sake of Love.

The only times He left the crowds was upon hearing the Holy Spirit lead Him to set Himself apart from them so that they could go home and get rest.   Climbing a high place, even separating Himself from His disciples, He would pray alone in communion with the Father and be rejuvenated spiritually to again return to His public service amongst the crowds .

We read in John 12:27 His words, “Now My soul is troubled, and what shall I say? ‘Father, save Me from this hour’? No! it is for this purpose that I have come to this hour.”

A clue in scriptures of His keen empathic senses is when the  woman with the bleeding issue touched the hem of His robe from behind,  and He felt healing come forth from Him to her… and turning around asked who touched Him.   She only touched the HEM of His garment, yet He felt her touch, even though crowds thronged Him.   The disciples had no clue what He was talking about because they did not have that degree of sensitivity Jesus has.

Mark 9:18-26 And a certain woman, which had an issue of blood twelve years and had suffered many things of many physicians, and had spent all that she had, and was nothing bettered, but rather grew worse,When she had heard of Jesus, came in the press behind, and touched his garment. For she said, If I may touch but his clothes, I shall be whole.  And straightway the fountain of her blood was dried up; and she felt in her body that she was healed of that plague. And Jesus, immediately knowing in himself that virtue had gone out of him, turned him about in the crowd, and said, Who touched my clothes?   And his disciples said unto him, Thou seest the multitude thronging thee, and sayest thou, Who touched me?  And he looked round about to see her that had done this thing.  But the woman fearing and trembling, knowing what was done in her, came and fell down before him, and told him all the truth.  And he said unto her, Daughter, thy faith hath made thee whole; go in peace, and be whole of thy plague.

At Jesus’s trial and crucifixion, it cost our Lord far more than others who experienced the same capital punishment.. as Jesus suffered greatly not only on a physical level, but also on a spiritual and soul level as well.    Because of His heightened spiritual and emotional empath senses, He keenly felt all negative energy from those who hated Him spewn onto Himself..   it wasn’t just physical spit coming from them;  it was spit from the very energy and vibe they projected on Him.. which He keenly felt.   And He was vulnerable to this- stripped naked physically while being pinned by 3″ thick rusty nails on rough cut wood beams.. nailed to one spot as this more intense form of vile bombardment projected onto Him from all surrounding Him in hate.  They surrounded Him like possessed jackals.  He suffered more than we can realize..   not just on a physical level., but on a level that only an empath person has a tiny hint of.

May Jesus be praised , honored and glorified forever♥♥♥

ps.   I asked our King in Exile, if  He would allow me His reply from His recorded words to Gabrielle Bossis in “He and I”.    I blindly opened up to the following:

“…My soul suffered most among the souls of men and that is why I have the highest glory in Heaven.  Do you know why I suffered the most?  Because I had the greatest capacity for love.”

Good Samaritan Oil- Instructions From Mary


The below message was taken from the Revelaciones Marians website message given January 28, 2021.. before the globalized infection of the Corona Virus.  Notice how Mary directs all God’s children to union with her Son- our Lord Jesus.  She is not calling attention toward herself but is encouraging us to remain united in obedience to Jesus.  Below she also shares an essential oil recipe called “The Samaritan’s Blend” one can use when in public as an additional protection barrier from airborne pestilence germs:

Beloved Children of My Immaculate Heart:


Each person is special to Me and I do not want you to be lost in the middle of confusion that the Church of My Son is facing and will face.

Each one of you, as part of the Mystical Body, has to live the Faith deeply. Each person in particular has to strengthen their Faith and live in continuous union with My Son.

You are My Son’s People; even so, you need to stay within the column as it moves (cf. Ex 13:21), fulfilling the Divine Will, being aware that YOU CANNOT HIDE FROM THE EYES OF MY SON (cf. Jer 23:24).

This is the time of suffering for the People of My Son. FAITH IS GOING TO BE TESTED, and therefore you have to be aware that you cannot be lukewarm (cf. Rev 3:15-16), you cannot proclaim with your mouth that you love My Son and do otherwise with your mind, you cannot praise My Son with one hand and do otherwise with the other, so you must praise with both hands, you must love My Son with your heart, powers and senses, not by half measures.

MY SON’S PEOPLE WILL BE MORE GREATLY PUT TO THE TEST, so that in each person might transpire that which exists in the depths of their mind, their thoughts, their heart. Thus each person will respond in truth, in lukewarmness or in denial.

Difficult moments are coming; the faithful People of My Son will be persecuted by those who do not love My Son and by those who, being part of My Son’s People, have recourse to modernism, forgetting “tradition and sound doctrine”; given the confusion, some will be persecutors of others.


Beloved children, it is important for you to hold to proper spiritual preparation; only then and in this way will you be able to face what is approaching for humanity, supporting yourselves in the Faith.


Understand that you need to be aware of the time in which you are living, of your work and action; nothing is hidden from God’s Eyes (cf. Heb 4:13).

My children, you know full well that those who stand over the governments of the world are keeping what they want hidden, and you should not live as if nothing were happening. Maintain a healthy diet, so that your body does not easily fall prey to the diseases about which I have previously alerted you in the name of the Father’s House. (1)

Great pestilences, plagues generated by unknown viruses are advancing upon humanity: use the oil of the Good Samaritan (2) as protection faced with a case of a highly contagious disease where you live – the quantity of the head of a pin on the earlobes will suffice. If the number of those infected increases, you should put it on both sides of your neck and on the wrists of both hands.

My children, the subjection of governments to the new world order does not take you into account; on the contrary, the order is against humanity.

The earth continues to shake strongly; prepare yourselves with what is necessary, no country should feel that it is exempt from suffering. This causes volcanoes to become active, and My children will suffer more. Humanity must prepare for great changes: one country will suffer and another will suffer at the same time, they will not be capable of mutual assistance if both are affected.


Prepare yourselves to stay within the refuge of Our Sacred Hearts; MAY EVERYONE MAKE THEIR HOME A REFUGE OF LOVE WHERE EVIL CANNOT PENETRATE.

Some of My children have readied themselves to create shelters in which to keep their brothers and sisters; do not worry, do not be distressed, as My Son will lead you to these shelters or keep you in your homes where you will be guarded.





I bless you., Mother Mary


(1) Revelations about great plagues and illnesses: read…




5 Pure essential oils + 1 Base oil


Essential oils:

  • Cinnamon oil
  • Clove oil
  • Lemon oil
  • Rosemary oil
  • Eucalyptus oil


Base oil:
The base oil can be olive oil, almond oil or mineral oil. The ratio should be 1 measure of pure oil to 5 measures of base oil.


Mix all 5 pure essential oils (cinnamon + clove + lemon + rosemary +eucalyptus) with the base oil (olive oil or almond oil or mineral oil, choose one) Mix them with a wooden spoon until getting a homogeneous mixture.


Elaborate in a cool place, without exposing the oils to direct light.
Wear gloves and use a glass bowl.
Test the mix on your forearm, wait 25 minutes. If skin reddens, wash with plenty of water or lavender oil, and little by little the redness will disappear. When this effect happens, add more of the same base oil with which the mixture was prepared.
Do not expose the oils to the air for a long time; keep them in a tightly closed amber color glass container to prevent them from volatilizing and evaporating.
They should be kept out of the reach of children.


Dosage and application:
Before each use move the container softly so the oils get mixed.  Apply and rub a few drops directly on the temples, throat, behind the ears, underarms, abdomen, joints, or full foot sole.  To purify the air and remove viruses from the environment, home or office, use a diffuser, spray or pan of boiling water with a few drops.
Another way to use: in a piece of cloth, handkerchief, dust mask or cotton balls put 3 to 4 drops of oil and place over the mouth.


Do not use an essential oil directly on the skin without first diluting it in a base oil. Oils on their own are irritants and must be carefully handled.  For sensitive skin, apply only on foot sole.  It is not recommended for children under 3 years of age.  Pregnant women: ask a professional about the negative effects of the essential oils.  The recipe that the Mother has given us uses pure essential oils. If these cannot be found, you can get the corresponding herbs for each essential oil.  With the same measure of each place the leaves and the cinnamon sticks one by one in a slow cooker (ceramic electric) or in a double boiler (water bath, bain marie) and add a base oil, enough to cover them 2 cm above them, and cook for 8 hours; let cool, pour into glass container.  In all the countries you can find these essences to make the mixture.  It is recommended that during preparation, we keep in prayer.


(*) CLARIFICATION: we do not sell the oil or any other product, we only offer the formula and how to prepare it.

Porpoise Dream Encouragement


Hey guys, I had a dream last night. I dreamed I saw what I thought was a baby alligator in the water, but then it moved and I realized I was looking at just the arm of a huge alligator submerged under the water. The monstrous alligator swam over to a huge tortoise that was sitting in the water, and attacked it.

The gator flipped it over so it was helpless and then started biting it.  But then my husband (who often represents Jesus) jumped in the water to rescue the tortoise. He grabbed it by it’s fin and flipped it back over the right way and then the tortoise made it’s escape and got out of the water.

I think this means that our prayers are working and that God is intervening to save the world and put a stop to this evil. Let’s keep praying. xo

Shared by Sisterbear N Christ in video comments


40 Days In the Wilderness

Jesus in wilderness

Luke 4: 1-13

“And Jesus, full of the Holy Spirit, returned from the Jordan, and was led by the Spirit for forty days in the wilderness, tempted by the devil.  And He ate nothing in those days;  and when they were ended, he was hungry….”

Jesus’s  forty days in the wilderness was actually prophetic of His entire life on this Earth to serve the Father.. from the day He was born to the die He was crucified and surrendered His spirit into His Father’s hands.   His entire physical life on this Earth was an “uphill climb” .. the type of uphill climb young Isaac walked with his father Abraham, up the mountain intended for his sacrifice.

The deprivations, lack of food and water, temperature extremes, scorpions, snakes, scavenger beasts, etc… were all symbolic of what He would experience on a larger scale throughout His ministry ..even what He already experienced prior in Nazareth.   The wild beasts, snakes and scorpions in that wilderness represented all the facets of mankind’s fallen human nature that He would experience, and who would “get in His face”..   and again, Satan would continue to find opportune times to use fallen beast-like mankind to continue in his attempt at tempting Jesus.   He saved his highest level of temptations for last.. in Gethsemane’s garden, trial and crucifixion.

His hunger and thirst in the Wilderness represent His spiritual hunger and thirst for the Father’s will for mankind..   that the Father’s Will would come on this fallen Earth as it already is in Heaven.  His thirst and hunger was for the Salvation of souls.   On the cross , as He hung dying, His cry, “I thirst”, was not merely for physical water..  but His thirst for the Father’s complete will .. that the souls of man could be saved.   His cry was a hymn of love before the Father.     Yes, He experienced extreme physical thirst and hunger, but these needs for Him went beyond the physical to the spiritual.

He drank the fullness of the Cup.   In His recorded words to Gabrielle Bossis in “He and I”, He told her:

“My very little girl, you must begin to be happy to suffer for Me.  You know that I was happy to suffer for you.  Don’t two friends seek to give one another things?  Would you be content just to receive?   Take the initiative in love.  Above all, don’t lose your smile.  Give it to Me so that I may bless it..”


A Prayer From the Heart Goes Directly to God

red envelope with a drawn heart

A coworker of mine shared with me last week a vision that the Lord had given her..  she was up all night praying for everyone on this Earth in regards to the Corona Virus..  as well as other issues on this Earth regarding suffering wildlife, loss of wildlife habitats,  suffering animals and children, etc.   Her newest burden has been this Corona Virus.

After her prayers, she was given a vivid vision of a bright red 3-D heart floating in the air before her.  This heart then spiraled into an envelope and the envelope was sealed with the heart inside of it.  The envelope then disappeared before the vision ended.

She was very encouraged by this vision but wasn’t sure what it might mean.   When she shared it with me, our Lord made me understand that this vision meant that “A prayer from the heart goes directly to Him from the “postal service” of Heaven!”

Keep on praying, Heart Dwellers!!   He hears all prayers from the Heart.    Also.. know that there are other “Heart Dwellers” who are scattered throughout the Earth, such as my coworker , who don’t go online , but who share in His Heart Dweller’s intercession for where He leads them.

love.., lisa

Mark 12:36


On February 4, 2020, the LORD Jesus gave me a vision that startled me.

A giant of a man appeared before me. He was huge! I was like an ant to His size. I vividly saw only the lower portion of His body from below the groin. He was outfitted with a long white robe that extended just below His knees. Only His two calves and feet were visible below the hem of His garment. His calves were huge, of clear complexion and perfectly formed. The beauty of each was both astonishing and enthralling. Then I saw His feet. They were immaculate. He was barefooted. I watched as He suddenly lifted His right foot and quickly pushed over something/somebody shrouded in darkness, which made it difficult for me to identify it. I knew it was a judgment.

The Man is the Almighty God, the LORD Jesus.

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The Worst Pain Jesus Experiences



One of the many sufferings our Lord experienced throughout His physical life on Earth (before His crucifixion) was in not being received.  This suffering was more intense for our King in Exile to endure than most other sufferings due to the fullness of His unselfish love for all mankind.   He came to give of Himself,  to serve and not to be served.  Jesus never lived for His own agenda or self-interests.  While , as the Son of Man, He COULD have lived for Himself, but because He continually emptied Himself of Self.,  His heart was (and IS) completely full of the Father and Holy Spirit’s love for all mankind.

To be full of THAT kind of love , only to have that love rejected , shunned, and a wall of defense put up to block His Light from entering one’s heart caused Him great spiritual pain.  Spiritual pain is far worse a suffering than even emotional pain, and not many experience this degree of suffering unless they have reached a certain degree of oneness with Jesus.   Those who DID receive Jesus could only receive His Love and Light by degrees.. a little at a time.   That is also painful for our Lord, and required a great deal of grace ..  the patience of genuine Love that longed for His beloved to look His way, and open her heart to receive His Living Water and Light.    Love longs to give of Itself ., to love and to be loved.  Love is pained by limits set and walls erected.

When Jesus wept over Jerusalem, His heart was deeply pained. (Luke 19:41) “When He saw the city (Jerusalem), He wept over it, saying, “Would that even today you knew the things that make for peace., but now they are hid from your eyes!…”    He was also deeply grieved when He said, “Oh, Jerusalem, Jerusalem, killing the prophets and stoning those who are sent to you!  How often would I have gathered your children together as a hen gathers her brood under her wings, and you would not! (would not let Him)

In the Scriptures, we read, “We love Him because He first loved us”.,   This is painfully true because our Lord’s final act of Love for  His Beloved on this Earth even resembled an embrace of all mankind.  His arms were  extended on the crossbeams left to right in one huge “embrace” for all… including His enemies.   It was His last cry of Love that expressed His desire to embrace all- that through His final Sacrifice for mankind, might souls be brought through Him, back to the Father..  Like a Hen gathering her chicks under Her wing.

note:  after this blog post, I blindly opened to Jesus’s recorded words in “He and I”, and opened to the following:   “Not to be wanted.. to have to depend on your welcome!  I , who would always want to lavish My love on each soul.  And how can I, if you keep your door closed to Me?  I was going to say, “If you look hostile an suspicious.  Some are afraid that I’ll ask too much of them.  If they only knew how happy they would be in giving Me everything in complete and joyous surrender.  The most beautiful gift you can give Me is your joy in serving Me.”(…)

He Laid Aside His Garments..

John 13:3-5

“Jesus, knowing that the Father had given all things into His hands, and that  He had come from God and was going to God, rose from Supper, laid aside His garments, and girded Himself with a towel.  Then He poured water into a basin, and began to wash the disciples feet, and to wipe them with the towel with which He was girded…”

In that portion of John 13, the sentence, “laid aside His garments and girded Himself with a towel” is emphasized.  There is much in these words, as from Jesus’s very incarnation..even while He was still in Heaven, our exiled King laid aside His garments for the Father.., He laid aside His reputation, all of His rights and His Majesty and Divinity, and lowered Himself as a servant to a fallen Creation.  A Creation made of nothing but mere space dust which the Holy Spirit had breathed His Life into, and which the Father had originally fashioned into His image..    But dust (all of us) that lost that original image and needs restoration.  So the Son of the Father came down to this environmentally dysfunctional planet to live amongst men, .. to lay aside His divinity and be a servant of servants for the Father.

Jesus came to get His hands dirty.   He touched the leper with love;  He also washed the disciples filthy smelly feet.. yes including Judas’s feet, and He knew that Judas was about to betray Him.    Jesus came to serve and not to be served., and those who seek to belong to Him, as subjects of His Kingdom are also identified with Him as the Servant of servants.

I asked our Lord, if He wouldn’t mind allowing me to blindly open up to something from His recorded words in “He and I” pertaining to this, and He gave me this:

“5/22/47-  “See everything in Truth.  May your whole life speak the language of Love, in Me and by Me.  And may the moments that remain for you be nothing but goodness and tenderness- the gift of yourself.  You remember that evening before My death?  Wasn’t it as though My entire being had been translated into Love during My last supper?  Be full of indulgence and compassion for everone.  Remember that I called Judas “My friend”.  Imitate your Bridegroom.  Desire to be identified with Him.”

~Thankyou, our Lord of love and humility♥♥♥